Why is love so difficult?

Problem

-How I love cotton candy- I snap and I see Asha eating from her cotton candy, so I take a photo of her eatting the cotton candy, I just found it cute, ok?

Asha:

Today is the day, I've to go to the stupid "dinner" with Axel (I wasn't going to miss class, what if there's something important?). I get to the place that Axel told me. It's a very elegant place (thanks god my nne nne told me to go pretty). The entrance has this marmol structures of some greek goddes, Aphrodite, and I see him standing next to one of them, when he sees me back, he waves and I go closer to were he is

-hey Axel- I say, trying to sound as excited as I can

-her Asha- he puts his hand in my shoulder- you look um, gorgeous- he sais blushing, smiling at me

-umm thanks, you look nice to.

We go inside and we sit in our table and the food starts ariving. We spend all the night talking about things that I was not interested in, when we got out of the restaurant, he pulled me to the parking, then, he said this:

-Hey Asha- He grabs my hand- well, I wanted to talk to you about um...- I put my hands away from his, it's just uncomfortable and I think he notice that

-Um, since I met you um, I couldn't stop thinking about you-He smiles at me and I panic, if what I'm thinking is what is happening, I won't be able to answear, I just can't do this

-Well, Asha- he look directly to my eyes- I love you- shit shit shit shit!, how do I say no to this, I can't I just... can't

-um Axel I... I'm sorry...- I look to the ground- I don't feel the same- I notice that his eyes wide open

-what...? What do you mean you don't feel the same? -I can notice anger in his voice

-I don't see you like that... we can still be friends

-But Asha I don't want to be friends! – He gets closer to me, putting his arms in my hips, pulling me closer

-Come on Asha, I know you love me, you're just don't trying hard enough- I try to pull away, but he's too strong, so I turn my face so I don't see him

-p... please Axel let go...

-Oh Asha... no, you got this all wrong- one of his hands go to my chin and he pull my face so I look at him

-Axel let go...! -I try pulling away, but he's stronger than me

-Asha, you are just confuse, come on- he sais smiling and I start to tear up

-Axel let go! -his face starts going closer o mine and I just start panicking

-come on Asha I know you love me- he sais smilin and I'm finally able to push him aside

-I said no! -I have tears in my eyes and I'm breathing heavily

-I'm sorry Axel, but my final answear is no- I'm trying to catch some air so I relax for a bit

-did Shara said anything?

-what...?

-is that because you don't love me?

-No! I just

-Did Mich said anything about me

-Don't pull them in this!, I just don't

-Do you love Mich?