Why is love so difficult?

Talk

Mich:

After class, Asha and I went to the playground to find Matthew waiting in our usual table

-hey- he sais as we come closer to him

-hey -Asha sais sitting next to me

-did someone say anything?

-guess who- I say as Matthew sighs

-Axel?

-10 points for gryffindor!

-I hate him so bad

-same- Asha joins the conversation and I pull her closer to a hug

-hey, are you ok? -I say as she stands up

-I'm going to the toilet

-sure, we'll be right here- Matthew sais as Asha starts walking to the bathroom and I sigh

-are you worried

-Aren't you?

-I mean... yeah, but you look too worried

-I know... -Matthew takes a chocolate bar from his pocket and he gives it to me

-you are really ready for everything uh? -I smirk, taking a bite from the chocolate

-Haha, yeah, no problem- we stay in silence for a bit, then, I talk again

-Have you ever thought that...

-Mich?

-that you aren't good enough?, like, you can't help them but you want to so bad that it hurts you too?

I look at Matthew worried, and he looks as worried form me as I'm for Asha

-Mich, what you are doing is not good for yourself, you need to talk with each other, I know that she's going trough something bad, but you are sufering too, please, talk with her when you find the right moment- I look at Matthew and I understand him, I get what he sais and maybe he's right

-Also, I think that you are doing more than enough to her- I smile

-thanks, but, how do I talk to her?, I mean, she is sufering enough, if I tell her those things, won't she feel worse?

-No if you explain it good, I mean, dont tell her "I'm suffering seen you sad and it makes me feel soo0o0o0o0 bad"- he sais putting a funny voice and I smile- because she will obviously feel bad, instead you can say something like "hey, I'm worried because of how you have been acting, I'm here for you and I hope you can trust me" or something like that, man I don't know, I'm not cupid! -that really made me laugh

-Matthew, thanks mate... really

-hey, that's what I'm here for, well, and making fun of my sister, but because she's not here- I laugh again

I was going to thank him again when we hear someone screaming

-what was that?

-I don't know, where did it came from?

-wasn't that...- he makes a pause- the girls bathroom? -he sais looking worried

Oh shit, no no no... Asha