Why is love so difficult?

truth

I pull her inside the house and Shara brings a towel that we put arund her

-what did he do- Shara sais angry

-nothing, it was my fault

-I'm sure it wasn't, I hug her, rubbing her back so she gets warmer

Asha:

I was tired of everything, I just wanted to be happy. Shara and Mich kept asking me what happened, but I didn't respond, I was laying down in Michs bed while Shara was sitting by my side and mish was sitting in the floor

-Asha, please, you know is better if you tell people that you trust, and we are here for you...- Shara sais, rubbing my head

-and I really want to know what that asshole did to you- Mich sais

-umm I...- my voice sounds so sad

-he ask me to be his girlfriend- Shara sighs as soon as she heard

-I knew it

-I said no

-you did good- Mich joined- If you feel bad for that, you did good

-It's not that

-did he do something? -I bite my lips while my eyes tear up again and Mich gets up and puts her hand in my cheeck

-Asha, what did he do? -Shara sais worried

-He... -I sob- when I said no... he pulled me closer and started shouting to my face that I was wrong and that he was what I needed and- my voice breaks and Shara hugs me thight as Mich is just there standing very very still

-omg... Asha it's ok, we are here with you, it's fine

-I'm killing that bitch- Mich said going closer to me and patting my head

-I... I was scared...-I tried to relax

-did he do anything else?

-he started asking if I didn't like him because you said something or... He also asked me if I was daiting Mich...

-And what did you say...? -Mich asks

-I said no...- I see Mich sight

-wait, why are you look worried about that Mich? - Shara asked and Mich and I look at each other

-Oh, no is just that um...- Mich and I start mumbling

-Is there anything I don't know? -we look at each other

-wait... omg, are you, like- Mich and I nooded

-OMG! -Shara hugs us and she starts laughing

-omg omg omg, yes bitch!, Asha, I didn't knew you liked girls- Mich laughs

-well, I found out last Friday

-sorry if we didn't tell you sooner... I- Shara puts her finger in my mouth

-My brother took 2 years until he came out as bi to me, so I don't care, also, you don't have tell everyone if you don't want to- she hugs me even thighter- aand, Mich has liked you since forever

-Shara! -Mich sais

-uh?

-yeah, she will be everytime "ooOOooOOoh AsHA, ShE's sOooOO BeaUTifULLllL"- I started laughing so hard as Mich trows herself on top of Shara

-Shara! That was our secret! -Mich sais lauging

-Aaaan, Mich choosed Heathers over Hamilton

-Shara! That was a secret to!

-Oh Mich you are dead- I say trowing myself on top of Mich

-No no no! I'm sorryyyy. The 3 of us started lauging

I love this moments, and Shara knowing about Mich and I makes me feel even better. I can't stop thinking about Axel thought, I'm scared of seen him tomorrow at school