Why is love so difficult?

Realization

Mich:

I was in my room, thinking about the exams that are already comming up (gosh, let us breath) until someone knocks in my door

-Come in

-Heyyyy

-Oh not you! -I laugh, it was my sister, Nereah

-How are you doing? -I hug her, she goes to uni far from home, so when she's here, I have to update her with everything

-Well, I'm scared of the exams

-You are allways scared, then you get 80%

-Shut up! -we laugh

-And how about that "friend" of yours- she looks at me with a little smile, I hate that smile

-who are you talking about? -I say as I roll my eyes

-you know, that Asha girl? -she lets go a grin and I blush

-what do you mean? -I let go a nervouse laugh

-oh sis, you know what I mean- I take a deep breath

-well, me and her are umm- she doesn't let me finnish as she lets go a sharp scream

-I knew ittttt -she hugs me thightly

- Nereah, let go! -we laugh

-I've allways liked Asha, she's so cute! -Nereah sais- but, she didn't looked so happy when she left

-wait what?

-oh right, we found each other in the door and I said hi to her, she said it back and then she left, and we know that Asha is not like that and she looked sad- I take a deep breath

-Mich- she takes my hand- talk to me

-Well, the idiot of Axel was in love with her, then she said no to him and he found out that she was a lesbian, so he told a popular girl in our school

-oh shit

-yeah, "oh shit" -Nereah gets up

-Look, I didn't say anything to you or mom, but um, I went trough the same thing as Asha, but trough my transition- my eyes wide open

-what...?

-Let me finnish- I nood- well, she needs love and suport ok?, If she doesn't want to talk about it, give her some time and space, but remind her that you are there for her- I nood

My sister is soo cool, I never thought that she would have gone trough that, I mean, I know that she had a rough time getting people to accept that she's a "she" and not a "he" anymore but, she's strong, I did't knew she went trough the same thing

-Nereah...

-It's fine, I'm fine

-are you sure

-yes, uni is more relaxed, don't worry, what I mean is that, she needs someone to be with her or she'll have a bad time, a very bad one, you promice?

-I promice- I say hugging her

-ok Mich, I'll be down stairs making dinner, you have to study ok? -I nood as she leaves

The only thing left I have is just, confort Asha and let her some space if she doesn't want to talk about it, that's easy... right?