Everything i Can't Say

Neutrinos

Neutrinos are interesting. They never bbond with

anyone or anything. Thier always alone. Sometimes I

feel like a Neutrino. It's a fermion that interacts via

only the weak interaction and gravity. It was long

thought to be zero. Because it doesn't have much rest

mass. I'm not saying there that different from electrons

either. They just don't have an electric charge. But they

are everywhere and born from astrophysical events

like Gama ray bursts and exploding stars. It sounds

beautiful I think. To made from something that was

meant to kill you and anything in it's path. And to

become so abundant from it instead of letting it destroy

you. And due to thier little interaction with matter.

Some people call them the ghosts of the universe. I

have very little interaction with people. And we were

born from the product of something that would destroy

us. Instead we learned to survive by being so small and

almost undetectable. It's amazing really. If there are

more then 7 billion people on this earth and The

shining sun sends 65 billion neutrinos per second per

square centimeter to Earth. Then maybe we're not so

alone but because like neutrinos we move at such a fast

speed we not only miss interaction with others but

with others like us. Instead there is an abundance of us.

People just like us. We're just moving so fast and miss

interactions that we keep missing each other. Though

atleast one Neutrino in thier lifetime will interact with

matter. So maybe one day in our lifetime we can

actually connect to someone and make an impact.

It's an interesting thing I think. I to hope one day

Our lonely neutrinos will make an impact. That one

Day we can all connect from our fast pace lives and

Interact with people like ourselves and no like

Ourselves. I think it's painfully beautiful to be born

From something that was so hard and astrophysical. To

Be born from trauma of any kind and still come out so

Amazing. All of us are. It's painful and beautiful.

Beautiful because of its still living and moving.