𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 - (𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐎𝐧𝐞) ·˚ ༘·

𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬

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𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯 :

Writing music is my lifeline. it let's me express my all of my emotions and feelings at once. I want to tell my fans about the pregnancy but I don't know how to do it.

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𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐎𝐧𝐞 :

Today is the day, Joe is coming home, and I'm going to tell him I'm pregnant. How is he going to react? I can't help but worry myself, I'm sure he will be delighted, But I just overthink shit all the time.

I was making dinner when Joe arrived home. I'm glad he's home, I've missed him so much and the cats have as well.

"Hey babe" Joe called in the hallway, I darted from the kitchen and into the hallway and then into his arms. "Hey" I said excitedly . "Jesus Tay, it's only been a week" Joe chuckled, "I've just missed you" I replied. "I've missed you to" Joe spoke and kissed me on the lips. "I'm making pasta bake for dinner" I said, remembering the oven is on. "Ooo" Joe smiled.

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While eating dinner I couldn't help but worry, the time was nearing, I'm going to have to tell him tonight.

After we finished, Joe took our plates into the kitchen, I followed him in. I joined him by the dishwasher where he was loading the dirty plates in. "Are you ok Tay?" Joe asked, picking up on my anxiety, "yeah it's fine" I replied. "Tay, I know you too well" Joe replied. "Look I need to talk to you" I blurted out, "Yeah ok" he said, interested. "Look can we do it later" I asked, "Of course" he replied kissing me on the cheek. "Wine?" He asked, "No I'm ok" I replied.

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Joe and I were watching tv when I decided, I need to get it over and done with. "Can we talk now?" I asked nervously. "Of course love" he replied. "Look, I've been vomiting every morning for a while, and my period was late, so Selena and I got some tests and I-" I started. "Your not-" Joe cut me off, I cut him off "Yes" I replied as I could feel a smile grow across my face. It took a few seconds for it to register with Joe, but suddenly, a massive smile grew across his face as well. "We going to be parents" Joe said excitedly, as he picked me up and spun me around "I know" I squealed. "I can't believe it Tay" Joe continued. He gently put me down, and kissed me on the lips. We hugged for a few moments in silence, "This doesn't feel real" I spoke, "I'm just shocked" Joe replied. "We are having a baby, our little jellybean" he continued, "Yeah our little jellybean" I chuckled. And for that moment, everything was so beautiful.

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I remember the day I told Joe. He was over the moon, I can tell he's excited when he looks at our baby's scan photos. He looks so happy to be a farther.

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𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐓𝐰𝐨 :

Today is the day we are telling my family, whenever I have big news I always feel anxious. Joe on the other hand, seems quite excited

."Are you ready" he spoke, pulling up outside my parents house, pretty much my whole family was coming, which was even more terrifying. "Just about" I replied, "I'm sure they will be as exited about out little jellybean just as we are" Joe smiled, I smiled back.

During dinner, Joe kept giving me reassuring smiles. Once we are done, I stood up, which got everyone's attention. Joe was grinning like a little kid, which really wasn't helping. "Look, I think it's easier I do this when everyone's here. Well I mean, we" I looked at Joe, "babe it's your news as well" I continued. "Fine" Joe teased standing up. "I'm hooked" Mom said, excitedly, "I think it's big news" Austin joked.

"Do you want to say it or should I "Joe asked, "stop bluffing" Austin joked. "Well, I'm pregnant" I blurted out.

Everyone went quiet taking in the news.

"Oh my god" Mom smiled, she got up and gave us both massive hugs. Others followed, "I told you it was big news" Austin chuckled. "Oh shut up, and give your sister a hug" I replied. "I'm happy for you sis" he smiled embracing me.

The news was a bit of a shock to my family and friends. But overall, everyone seems delighted.

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𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞:

Most people close to us know about the pregnancy, My Family, Joe's family and few of our friends. Everyone has been overjoyed so far, we simply can't wait to tell the rest of my friends.

After we ate our food, we went out into the garden and sat by the pool. I decided to put each test into a pregnancy test into a gift bag. "So guys, we have a little something for each of you" I said, handing a bag to each of them. "Ooo" Gigi said, "This is interesting" Danielle added. "Should we do this together, or one at a time?" Blake asked. "Together" I replied. They opened up the bags and unwrapped the tests. "Oh my fucking god" Alana said excitedly, "Oh my god" Gigi grinned and gave me a massive hug, "You guys are gonna be amazing parents" Este added, hugging both Joe and I. The others followed, this just feels so unreal yet so real.

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As I sit here by my piano. I wonder what I can do. I want to put a new album out, but nothing has really been planned since I've been off tour. Besides the rest of my re-records which have been released now. I won't have time to work on music for the first a few months after the baby comes. 

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