┊CHAPTER EIGHTEEN┊❁ཻུ۪۪♡ ͎.

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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ felix felt hyunjin's lingering eyes as he shuts the door. he immediately crumbled to the floor while covering his face with his hands, screaming into them. WE JUST FUCKED AGAIN felix thinks to himself as he fully lays his body on the ground, feeling too exhausted to sit up.

felix didnt know why it happened even after saying it won't happen again. maybe it was because of the way hyunjin wanted felix so bad, to fuck him that is. it makes felix feels sort of wanted. it's not like he has any romantic feelings towards hyunjin but he couldn't sit here and lie and say he isn't fucking attractive because he is— very attractive.

felix sighs and puts his arms over his face as he finally allowed himself to think about what's been going on between him and hyunjin. hyunjin wanted to fuck felix and he made it clear he didn't care that it could hurt his best friend— which said a lot to felix. but who was felix to judge? he slept with his boyfriend's best friend twice within the same week and didn't think twice about it.

it's just that hyunjin was so good in bed, it's hard to resist him. he always seems to know exactly where felix's sensitive spot is and how to make him cum.

sex with yeonjun wasn't bad— but wasn't even comparable to sex with hyunjin. hyunjin was more aggressive, showing the lack of care they had for each other whilst sex with yeonjun was slow and passionate— filled with love. which differentiated the two and felix couldn't determine which he liked more all he knows is— he didn't want to stop having sex with hyunjin.

"ugh! why him?!" felix screeches out loud as he pulls his hair in frustration, hyunjin was a fucking DICK. a dick with a massive dick and sexy abs—.

"shut up!" felix yells at no one in particular and sighs.

he bolts up though as he heard the front door open and scurried away from the door, over to the kitchen. he quickly — and he means very quickly— wipes down the table.

soon after appears jisung, looking exhausted from his morning class but excited to see his bff.

"bokie! i'm home! come gimme some sugar!" jisung laughs into the kitchen, finding an anxious felix standing there.

"oh hey, sungie.. ho-how was class?" felix nervously laughs as he walks to jisung and hugs him, which jisung didn't return.

felix pulled away with furrowed eyebrows as he eyed jisung and wondered why he didn't hug him back.

"is something wrong, sungie?" felix tilts his head in confusion, fluttering his eyelashes.

"what is that.." jisung asks, tone firm and serious all of a sudden.

"what is what?" felix mumbles back nervously as he starts to play with the sleeves from his robe— did he forget about something? he cleaned everything up, right?

"that big ass fucking hickey on your neck!" jisung yells as he tugs down felix's robe to reveal a bright large hickey on the side of felix's neck.

felix instantly felt his heart drop to ass as his eyes involuntarily shake with fear. how can i be so fucking stupid and forget that hyunjin was sucking my neck like a damn vampire felix thinks to himself as he tries to come up with a lie but truth be told— felix wasn't much of a great liar. jisung sees felix try to explain himself and decides to just cut to the chase.

"look felix," jisung sighs as he grabs felix's hand and leads him to the couch, "you know id never judge you nor anything you do, i love you too much for that." jisung trails off as he chews on his bottom lip.

"so be completely honest with me.. were you one of the people from the bathroom that people kept talking about? at the party?"

felix's heart stopped. almost literally. no. no no no no, how did he find out?! felix panics as he stands up abruptly and attempts to run but jisung was quicker than that.

"felix! don't run from me!" jisung grabs his hand and pulls him back down, "it's.. okay. like i said i'm not judging you. just.. be honest with me, okay?" jisung rubs the top of their intertwined hands.

felix sighs and decides to come clean, he trusts jisung more than anything in this world and he needed to tell someone about it, he felt too guilty to let it all bundle up.

"yes," felix looks down as he felt the tears form in his eyes, "it was me. i was the one.. having sex."

"i kind of figured," jisung leans forward and wipes some strangler of tears leaving the corners of felix's eyes.

"how?" felix snuffles as he bring his hand up to wipe his nose.

"when you came back from the bathroom, your necklace was missing and your stockings were ripped."

shit. and felix thought they were sneaky. they were to some extent, no one else seemed to care or noticed that felix came back looking different but of course he best friend did. felix just remained silent and decided to let jisung carry the conversation.

"so i put two and two together especially when i saw your hickey but," jisung looks to the side, anxious to say his next point, "you weren't with yeonjun.."

and instantly felix burst into tears. for some reason, it hit different when it was said out loud and from someone else's voice. felix felt disgusting, he used to shit on cheaters all the time with jisung and now look at him— he is one.

"aww felix baby," jisung scooted closer to felix and embraced him with his arms, "there's no need to cry. i'm not going to yell at you or make you feel bad.." felix cried harder as he held onto jisung.

"i trust you know what you're doing and you know the consequences of your actions because the felix i know wouldn't be doing this for no reason." jisung mumbles into felix's hair as felix sniffles.

"for whatever reason you felt the need to.. cheat.. i stand beside you. but just know what it makes you," jisung sighs and kisses the top of felix's hair, "but you're still my precious lixie, you're just, going through it right now i guess but i love you regardless."

felix smiles softly as he holds jisung tighter, he couldn't believe he had a best friend like jisung who loved him unconditionally but still kept him on his toes about the stupid shit he does.

"are you going to.."

"no. i won't." jisung shakes his head as puts a piece of hair behind felix's ear, loving how long it's getting.

"im sorry.." felix mumbles sadly as he looks down.

"'s fine. i don't owe yeonjun anything especially loyalty or whatever so, don't feel bad. it makes me a shitty person but for you felix, i'll be the shittest person alive."

felix giggles as he feels his chest feeling slightly light again, like he can finally breathe for a while.

"thank you, sungie, i love you. feel free to shame me and slap me whenever!" felix puts both his hands up as he laughs.

"no need for that. but i do need the dirty details!" jisung squeals as he claps, getting comfortable for a story time.

"okay, fine," jisung cheers, "i won't tell you who it is though," jisung groans, "but i will tell u the inside scoop about the bathroom story.."

"even better!" and felix tells him what went down with hyunjin, without revealing his name of course until felix's afternoon class.






AUTHORS NOTE:
hey hey! so a nice little chapter! no smut i decided to give y'all a break! have a good day

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