˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ felix's gasped lightly as he whipped his head around immediately making eye contact with hyunjin. he couldn't help the way his heart soared when their eyes met, and he couldn't help his legs that immediately stood up and rushed to hyunjin's side which didnt go unnoticed by yeonjun, shattering his heart for the hundredth time that day."hyunjin," Felix stopped in front of him, his eyebrows stitched together, "I thought I told you to wait in jisung's room."
"and I was," hyunjin lifted his finger and pointed it accusingly at yeonjun, "until he decided to shit talk and lie straight through his teeth."
"oh please hyunjin," yeonjun scoffed, "you can't possibly sit here and say I lied, you know deep down you dont have a first clue on what being loyal is. take our friendship for example.." yeonjun trailed off, creating a tension in the air.
both Felix and hyunjin were speechless. yeonjun had every right to act the way he did but hyunjin was far too stubborn to let yeonjun talk so poorly of him especially about his feelings towards Felix, which were the realest thing in his life.
"you're right, I wasn't loyal to you nor our friendship," hyunjin sighed as he casted his eyes down at the boy in front of him, "but my feelings for Felix are true. it won't be hard to be loyal to Felix considering he's the only one I want.. he's the only one ive ever wanted. and you know this, yeonjun. you know I would never cheat on Felix, you just hate that he chose me."
felix blushed as he shyly looked down, breaking eye contact with hyunjin as he felt overwhelmed with how much sincerity and warmth was in his eyes.
"he didnt choose you!" yeonjun roared as he angrily stood up, his stance being very defensive.
Felix's heart broke. why wasn't yeonjun just.. understanding what he was saying?
"yeonjun, I chose hyunjin a long time ago when I stopped fighting for our relationship. im just now coming to terms with it myself. I felt like it had to be me and you because thats how it started and I didnt want to hurt you any more than I already did but I realized me staying with you while wanting hyunjin will just hurt you in the end anyway." Felix spoke as delicately as posssible, he didnt want to hurt yeonjun but yeonjun had hopes still and there was none left.
yeonjun looked down as the words graveled on him. Felix wasn't trying to fix things nor fight for him, Felix was trying to break up with him.. for hyunjin. he can't believe his worst nightmare came true.
"I just have one question," yeonjun sniffled as he looked up with teary eyes, "why hyunjin? why my best friend?"
Felix sighed as he looked up, trying to find the right way to form his words, "to be honest, I can't give you the answer you want because I dont know. all I know is he has given me feelings ive never felt before and he made me make decisions I would never make because being with him seemed that right. I learned to stop fighting and questioning my feelings and just to accept that.. that I like him. I like him a lot."
Felix turned his head to look at hyunjin, already making eye contact with him. he never told hyunjin he liked him in his face before, this was the first time and he wanted hyunjin to know he meant every word he said. but with the way hyunjin's eyes softened, he can tell the sincerity reached hyunjin. hyunjin offered Felix a small soft smile and of course Felix returned it, facing back towards yeonjun.
"how can liking someone beat loving someone, Felix?" yeonjun whispered, completely in shock of what he was hearing. when did he lose Felix to his best friend?
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FanfictionHyunjin - the best friend of Felix's boyfriend - was the cockiest asshole you'll ever meet. And Felix's least favorite person in the whole world and his number one enemy. Felix was so sure Hyunjin felt disgusted by his very existence but what happen...