𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐔, 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍! ⁽ˡⁱᵗᵉʳᵃˡˡʸ⁾ - 𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙡𝙞𝙭

┊CHAPTER THIRTY┊❁ཻུ۪۪♡ ͎.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ felix was torn and confused. why was he so upset seeing hyunjin with another girl. he felt like an idiot. he knew not to trust hyunjin but he had hoped he was different. and that's when it had hit felix, he only wanted hyunjin's eyes on him. but how can claim to like felix then humiliate him like that?

felix didn't know where he was walking to, he was walking. he just wanted to get far away from hyunjin as possible.

"felix!" he heard from behind him and oh how felix almost instantly stopped when he heard hyunjin's voice behind him.

apart of him wanted to hear hyunjin out but another part of him wanted to just run away and not hear the truth.

"felix, please, stop!" hyunjin yelled and stupidly, felix listened. he stopped because he realized even with that girl in his arms, hyunjin's eyes never left him. that's gotta mean something, right?

felix didn't say anything as he turned to face hyunjin whose hair was everywhere from the slight run trying to catch up to felix and crouched over as he tries to catch his breath. when he did catch his breath, he sat up and sighed. hyunjin knew he had a lot of explaining to do which is why he wasted no time; he was not going to lose felix.

"felix, im- im.. sorry.." hyunjin mumbled incoherently.

"what hyunjin?" felix sighed, with frustration slowly building up.

"i'm sorry, felix. okay? whatever you saw i didn't mean it." hyunjin rushed out, surprisingly sincerely.

"so you weren't going to hook up with that girl you had your arms around?" felix scoffed as he crossed his arms over his chest, tired of hyunjin's games.

"w-well i wanted to but ultimately i wasn't gonna go through with it, not when i only want you!" hyunjin stuttered, anxiousness feeling his body as he sensed felix not believing him, as felix squinted his eyes towards him.

felix couldn't help the warmth in his face when he heard the last sentence. he just didn't get hyunjin. hyunjin would say the sweetest thing ever to him and then go fuck someone else. felix snapped out of his trance and realized he didn't deserve the constant lies from hyunjin.

"that's not good enough because even though you claim to like me, you still wanted to sleep with her."

"wait, no! i don't WANT to sleep with her, i just-" hyunjin cut himself off. he couldn't admit he was jealous and angry at seeing felix and yeonjun. he was embarrassed that his first response was to run to a nearest hook up.

"it's just what, hyunjin?!" felix yelled impatiently, getting tired of hyunjin's bullshit.

"i-"

"felix? hyunjin?" not a moment later, came yeonjun approaching with confused laced on his face but worry behind his eyes.

"oh, what's up, yeonjun..." felix trailed off as he looked away from hyunjin, breaking hyunjin's heart just a little.

"yeonjun." hyunjin mumbled as he kept his eyes planted on felix, not caring if yeonjun saw.

"what are you guys talking about , felix?" yeonjun asked completely ignoring hyunjin.

"our dance project that's due soon, we gotta meet up to finish it." felix hated lying, but in this case, it was better to lie to not hurt yeonjun's feelings even more.

"oh, okay. are you still down later to talk about us?" yeonjun asked nervously while smiling shyly, kinda anxiously.

"yeah yeah, of course. i'll see you at my dorm ?"

"yup! i cant wait to fix things with you, Felix." yeonjun nodded as he leaned to kiss felix's cheek, making sure to look at hyunjin. yeonjun knew what he was doing walking up and asking right in front of hyunjin about their relationship, he wanted to make hyunjin jealous, show him there was no getting between him and felix.

yeonjun pulled away and walked away, making sure to glance back at felix. when yeonjun was a good distance away, hyunjin turned back to felix.

"felix? what is he talking about-" and hyunjin got caught off again by the bell, felix releasing the breath he didn't know he was holding.

"i gotta go to class, hyunjin. go back with your fuck buddy." felix shook his head then walked off, leaving a heavy hearted hyunjin behind.

he was, for the first time, terrified of losing someone. what did yeonjun mean by "fix things" with felix? did he want to still be together? hyunjin felt it in his heart that he couldn't let it go.

a few hours passed, and their classes ended for the day. and hyunjin was on edge. he couldn't focus all day knowing yeonjun was going over felix's house to fix things. he ultimately decided he couldn't just sit around and let that happen. hyunjin liked felix. he wanted to be with felix. he was terrified of that idea but he wanted to give it a shot with felix. he didn't want to have to ask to show up, he wanted to just be able to show up at felix's apartment. he didn't want to hide, he wanted everyone to know what he felt about him and that he had the chance to be near someone like felix. he wanted more with felix than just a booty call. felix has always been more than a booty call.

so hyunjin got out of his depressing room and put his shoes on. he saw yeonjun still in his room and quietly ran past it and grabbed his keys, leaving the house.

hyunjin hopped into his car and drove to the only place he wanted to go; felix's house. hyunjin's heart was beating fast and rapidly as he got out of his car and ran up to felixs room- not having enough time considering yeonjun's supposed to be over soon.

he quickly lifted up his fist and knocked on felix's door, multiple times. not having any patience right now, he had so much he wanted to say in such little time.

soon, the door swung open with felix in a beautiful pink silk robe and his hair slightly damped from a shower.

"hyunjin? what are you doing here?" felix asked shocked and slightly annoyed, making a noise of surprise as hyunjin shoved his way in, determined.

"hyunjin, what the fuck!" felix shut the door, turning around completely shocked as he stared down hyunjin.

it was quiet for a moment, hyunjin's heart beating out of his chest and felix looking at him confused. as hyunjin looked at felix, his heart swelled. felix was just so beautiful. and kind. and smart. and talented. and sweet. and just so beautiful. how can hyunjin let this type of guy slip by when he's here standing right in front of him?

so hyunjin stepped forward, cupped felix's cheeks and kissed him. it wasn't aggressive, it wasn't quick, it was slow and passionate. something felix wasn't' used to from hyunjin. hyunjin was kissing him so delicately, as if he felix would break or push him away if he went any further. but he poured everything into the kiss, felix felt it. hyunjin held him close as he continued to work his lips against felix's. and there goes the butterflies but they both felt it this time.

felix had to grasp hyunjin's shirt, his legs giving out as his body fills with different emotions and becomes weak with adrenaline. hyunjin wrapped one of his around felixs waist and pulled him even more closer, their hearts beating against each other's.

hyunjin was the first to pull away but only to say his peace.

"felix," he started off while rubbing felixs cheek gently, "please, choose me. pick me." hyunjin almost said desperately but his eyes telling the truth as they begged for felix to finally see him.

"i know you have history with yeonjun already but me and you can make even better history. i'll treasure you and i'll make mistakes but just know it's all coming from my heart because i'm willing to try for you. you're the only person i wanna be beside and learn from. i want to give my heart, for the first time, to you. so please take it." hyunjin finished off, almost out of breath as he continued to look into hyunjin's eye so he can feel his sincerity.

"hyunjin-" and the door bell rung. "hang on."

felix walked over to the door, but didn't open it, "who is it?"

"it's yeonjun!" fuck! both felix and hyunjin shouts in their head.

"what the actual fuck is going on now?!" and out comes jisung, completely confused and lost.

Authors note:
i wrote this half asleep so i'm so sorry if it doesn't make sense or if it was bad.

anyway i hope you enjoy it and if u started school i hope you'll have a good week back.

bye bye love u!