Can we go through this?

#7

Pov. Lando

"Like kisses?" asks Max and Charles nods. Max turns red and my stomach turns. "OMG Max!" shouts Charles and he grabs Max's leg. "Are you kidding me?!" "Yes, we kissed a few times." "Oh my... Max Verstappen you lucky guy." says Charles. "How was that? How's Daniel?" "Charles!" I call and he looks at me. "What?! Aren't you curious? Daniel is hot, you know that too well." says Charles and I look away.

What Jos said earlier comes back to my mind.

"Max had the biggest crush on Daniel. And if you look at how close the two are and how close they are getting closer, I wouldn't have been surprised. When Max told me that he has a relationship with two people, Daniel and Charles jumped out at me first."

Would they want both? Could Max and Charles fall for Daniel? Would they rather have him with them than me? I mean Max has already done things with Daniel and Charles dreams of it.

Was Jos  right?

"It was good." says Max. "Yes? How many times have you kissed?" "Jesus Charles I can't keep up with that." Max laughs and I look at them again. "Have you done anything else with him? Have you... You know?" "Okay different topic!" says Max with a bright red face. "Max! You're kidding!" shouts Charles and he goes from my lap to Max's. "What did you do?" "Almost everything I guess" says Max. "Max Emilian!" shouts Charles and they both laugh.

So it was serious between them. It wasn't just once, it was several times.

What if Max starts to regret later? What if he leaves us? Or just me? Daniel is prettier, funnier, sweeter, has a nice smile, is hot and he is the boy Max had a crush on for years.

Why would he choose me over Daniel? Look at Daniel and then at me. Daniel is much prettier. His body is beautiful, everything is beautiful. And then you have me, a pig. Charles is even prettier than Daniel. Fuck how can you let someone like Charles go? Nobody can. Charles is very handsome, just like Max. I don't fit in there.

I look up and I see how they both laugh. There must have been a joke I missed, because they were both doubled over in laughter. I put on a smile so that when they look at me they can see that I'm smiling too. But they didn't look. They looked at each other with big smiles before Charles hugs him and I can see from his body that Charles is laughing again. Soon you hear his laugh. "Jesus Charles." chuckles Max and holds Charles. After a few seconds, Charles stops laughing and sits up. He takes a deep breath in and out before chuckling again and wiping away his tears. "I love you." chuckles Charles and Max chuckles too.

There's a knock on the door and I look up. "Lando?" Jon asks. Charles quickly sits down next to Max and Max sits up. "Yes?" I get up and walk to the door. I open the door and I stand in the doorway. "Hello." I smile. "Hey, I've got your lunch here." "Oh yes. Come in. Max and Charles are here too." I say and I open the door further. "I know. They asked me if you were upstairs." "Ah." I say and close the door. Jon greets Max and Charles. "Okay, I'll put it here and I won't disturb you anymore. I'll be back later for your warm-up." "That's okay, thank you Jon." I say and he smiles and walks out of the room. I sit back on the couch. "I'll need to go, Brad would bring lunch too." says Max. "Here." Charles says and he grabs my lunch, but I shake my head. "I'll eat later." I say.

The smell of the food already made me feel sick.

"You okay?" "Yes." I smile and Charles smiles too and he rubs my cheek. "Mon Amour." he smiles and I smile weakly and I lay my head on his shoulder. I wiggle my fingers. "I'll go. Then you can eat in peace and have a good rest before you have to get into the car later." says Max and he stands up. I hold out my arms and he smiles and he sits down on my lap and he hugs me. He puts his arm around Charles and we come together in a hug.