Hes not mean Hes misunderstood

-63- I fucked up

DALLY POV

I reached over and grabbed her switch out of the back pocket "Dallas give that back!" She yelled. "No, now give me the butterfly knife too" I said sternly. "no!"  "Neveah I said give it to me" i said holding out my hand. "Whatever here!" She said and gave it to me.  "thank you!" I said sarcastically. "Yea yea whatever"  "I'm going to bucks" I said. "Ok whatever go to bucks and flirt with some other broad". Shd said rolling my eyes.  Iturned around and looked at her slightly hurt and slightly annoyed.  I would never cheat on her or anyone I cared about.  I loved. Nev and nothing could ever change that.  "you heard me" she said crossing her arms. "Neveah that's nonsense I don't go to bucks to 'flirt with broads". "Yea right" I stepped closer.  "there's not even a party going on." "So? What about all the greaser whores that hang around even when there's not a party?" She said with a sigh "you really don't trust me?" I asked.  I was kind of hurt.  I was only going because I got news this morning before Nev got there that I had a week to get my stuff moved and I was getting evicted.  I spent all my money to buy Nev a ring to engage and Phoebe and Soda don't make near enough money to pay bills.  "you can't trust me with my switchblades then I can't trust you with girls" "ok whatever see ya around"

I walked over to Bucks and talked about maybe engaging but how I probably screwed it all up with her today.  Then Nev walked in.  "hey buck!"  She said walking over and Buck had to open his big ass mouth.  "Oh hey Neveah! We were just talking about you" he answered, "oh where you know?" She said sitting down and looking at me "buck I said her name once!"  I said, "well what were you saying about me" she said.  "nothing really" I answered.  If I told her I would blow it and I already fucked up enough.  "Ok well anyways, people thinking I cut the back of my leg on purpose seems to be a popular opinion". She said looking at me.  I just scoffed and walked upstairs.

About 10 minutes later I had a bad feeling and I grabbed a frying pan.  Yes a fucking frying pan and walked out to see Nev getting hit on by a soc.  He grabbed her waist and I marched over hitting his head with the pan.  We fought for a while when he was rolling on the ground in pain.  I threw the pan on his head.  "Here keep it."  I said and walked away back to Bucks. 

I walked to my room and sat on the bed looking Nevs switch debating cutting myself.  I ended up cutting 2 deep cuts and I immediately wrapped them in a bandage so no one would notice and I walked out grabbing a beer. 

-time skip to the party that night-

I was sitting drinking my 15 beer and laid my head on the table.  "I fucked up I fucked up I fucked up."  I said till I felt a tap on my shoulder.