On The Block // Jamie

04

⚠️: THIS CHAPTER HAS SENSITIVE THEMES OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SWEARING, USE OF THE N-WORD, REALISM, TOXIC RELATIONSHIP

if you find any of these themes triggering or not comfortable to read, i advise you to click off now!

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I was pissed off. Pissed the fuck off. I found out that Jordan had been fucking on a side chick. Some girl called Kyra. I should've listened to Abuela when she told me about him. I took the bus to his estate and pounded on the door. He answered the door and I burst into the house. "Fuck you want?" He asked, I turned around and glared at him.

"Who the fuck is Kyra?" I shouted at him and he gaped.

"Why you in my business, bitch?" He shouted back.

"Why you fucking on a side bitch?" I shouted and he looked away, "Huh? Answer me!" I shouted.

"Don't raise your fucking voice at me, bitch," He said to me, threateningly. Coming closer and looked down at me.

My eyes began swimming in angry tears. I breathed out, "I'm not scared of you," I said, looking up at him, "You think your bigman, huh? Tell me who the fuck Kyra is," I said slowly and he didn't reply, instead he went into the living room, "So your not bigman, nah?" I shouted after him.

I followed him into the living room. "Oh, now, you're quiet? Good, I can finally speak," I shouted, my voice turning raspy and he glanced at me, "Your manipulative, narcissistic, egotistic, racist," I listed, ticking off my fingers and he stayed quiet, "Your the reason I'm fucked up!"

"I'm sick of you. You ungrateful, emotional ass, dumb bitch," He retorted, "You're acting like your all innocent. You wanna bring me down, even though I'm tryna do right-"

"Tryna do right? Fuck this shit, you love a pity party but this time I won't show up! You always act like your shit don't stink, motherfucker grow up!" I shouted, "See, I shoulda left you time ago!"

"Yeah, bitch, you should've fucked off," He spat back.

"You were the one always begging for me to come back! You wouldn't let me move on with my life!" I shouted and he looked away, "I feel sorry for your next fucking girlfriend! Your always late for shit, won't buy shit, sit around and dent shit, fuck around on a side bitch and then come fucking up my shit?"

"What?" He shouted, standing up, "Fucking you up yo shit? Bitch, fuck yo' feelings!"

"You on some hoe shit!"  I screamed at him, "I don't know why you like playing mind games with me, like right now! I'm not slow, nor ditsy, do you think I can't tell when your manipulating me into thinking your a good guy?"

"The fuck are you on about, bitch? I'm on some hoe shit?" He yelled, "Fuck you, bitch!"

"Nah, nah, fuck you, nigga!" I screamed back.

"Fuck you bitch!"

"Fuck you!" I yelled, "Go fuck on Kyra with your small dick!"

"You were sucking it, too!"

"Well, shit, I shoulda sucked his," I threw back.