Seungchan - fluff

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a/n - double upload cause I didn't post yesterday 💟

Summary
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It's been a year since they became friends, which was purely by chance. Because Byungchan was looking for a tutor, they didn't always have time to hang out. And when they couldn't, they would usually message each other. He's well aware that Seungsik finishes up soon, which means he'll be graduating and moving away. They're sitting in the cafeteria Hanse is busy eating, while he is busy staring. "You're being obvious" he's a little startled, Byungchan looks at him. "What" Hanse laughs a little, "your crush is showing."

Byungchan blushes a little, and pretends to eat his lunch. "I-I don't know what you're talking about," it falls quiet. He goes back to looking at Seungsik, "why don't you just tell him. So you can stop pining, and looking as if he'll disappear." He smiles a little when Seungsik notices, then he looks away. "I don't know if I'm ready to tell him, even if there was something." Hanse plays it off "you can't fool me," of course, Byungchan is aware of that. "Fine" he has a little bit to eat, silence follows soon enough.

Then it's time to head to class.

It's been two days since he almost admitted it, he's sitting in the library in his favourite spot. As he sets up his books, and a couple of other things. He also pulls out his iPod, playing some music to block out everything. The only slight problem with that is, it's songs that remind him of Seungsik. So, in the end, instead of studying he's busy thinking of him, with that in mind. He grabs his phone and, messages Hanse.

Byungchan;
"I hate you sometimes."

Hanse;
"No you don't."
"Did you finally come to terms with your crush?"

Byungchan;
"I will neither confirm or deny that."

He puts his phone down, and gets a surprise when he looks up. There on the opposite side of the table, is none other than Seungsik. He simply waves a little, Byungchan pulls out one of his earphones. He's feeling shy, "hi" he's so tempted to tell him. Instead of talking about their classes, or asking how their day has been. Seungsik asks; "what are you listening to," he freezes a little. He could simply say the artist, or the song but, instead he says; "songs that remind me of you." He blushes furiously it falls quiet, he places his head on the table.

Doing his best to pretend that didn't just happen, Seungsik is lost for words. "I can honestly say I didn't expect you to say that," Byungchan doesn't look up. He can't. "Can we forget that I said that," he takes a deep breath. He then hears "I'm not sure I want to," he quietly groans. Seungsik quietly laughs a little, "it's okay we can keep it between us." After a little while he looks up, in a slight change of topic he asks. "How do you feel knowing you graduate soon," Seungsik smiles happily "I can't wait. It's going to be fun to move away and, start fresh somewhere new."

Byungchan smiles a little "that's good, sounds exciting" after that nothing more is said. He knows it's only a matter of weeks before, Seungsik is gone. And what does he plan to do about it? Nothing.

A few weeks pass they barely see each other, that only adds to how he feels about him. He's sitting in his dorm room, on his bed watching a movie on his laptop. It's doing anything but, distracting his mind. He's not surprised when Hanse interrupts his thoughts, "Byungchan can you please talk to him about it." He takes a moment "I don't know if I want to," Hanse sits on the end of his bed. "You know if you don't say anything, you'll feel worse then you already do. And if you don't you know that I will," because he's that kind of guy.

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