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HyunIn - smut

Summary

Where Hyunjin and Jeongin warm their bodies without the help of hot choco.

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Song: pure by cigarettes after sex

(a very very long chapter containing over 4 thousand words so if u like long onshots here you go 😭)

Every once in a while, I feel like I could've done more. I feel like I should've done more. Maybe if I spoke kinder, he would've spared me a glance. Or if I bent down a little, I could've met with his glossy obsidian eyes. Those same eyes that makes me want to drop to my knees. I admit, I've fantasized about him railing me once. Okay, more than once... an unholy amount of times. But it wasn't when I first met him, fuck no; he was a first year then and I a third year. I found him cute and perfect. He was so shy and innocent I found everything about him adorable. It was when he was in his third year and I came back to meet with some old friends, namely Chan and Minho, did I realized how much I unnoticeably lusted for him.

He grew up pretty good- like so fucking good. Puberty hit him like a fucking dump truck. He no longer wore the braces he had installed in his mouth I noticed the first time he smiled at me. His messy hair was dyed silver (for performance purpose since he was casted as the fox prince). His lips were cherry and wet, no longer dry and chapped like before. He got taller and buffier. Fuck, his body was bigger than mine. But I still hovered him, just slightly. I was with Chan and Minho walking through the hallways when I saw him approaching us. He was accompanied by 3 other students who were familiar. They were his same group of friends. He had a script in his hands, those fucking big and vainy hands, clutching them while talking to his friend wearing glasses, Seungmin I think his name was, and he laughed and brought his free hand to his silver hair. When he looked ahead, he stopped for a few seconds. His eyes widened a little while his lips parted. I clenched my jaw and realized how I had missed so many chances getting more than a hug from him. He bit his lips looking away shyly before approaching me, his friends whispering and tailing behind him. They must've known who I was because they were locking eyes with each other before staring back at him. He still bit his lip, and I was so close to cupping his face and smacking mine to his.

How long has it been? 2 years? Yeah, 2 years since I've heard his voice. And I think I errored a little because he sounded so hot. Especially when he said my name. First words he spoke to me after 2 years were the same when I graduated. 'Hyunjin-hyung.' Fuck. The way his eyes glittered when he said my name, I felt like it was his first day of school. Where there was only him and I, walking through this very hallway, giving him a tour that only lasted for 10 minutes. That 10 minutes of me looking like an idiot, crushing on a first year who wanted nothing to do with me. He was so shy and innocent it made me want to tease him so bad. But now he walks with confidence, despite being shy with me, he smiles and converse in conversations more freely. Although I can still see his habit of touching his ears when uncomfortable or embarrassed. I liked that about him.

Before we could part ways, he held my shoulder, the hot tips of his fingers touching my shoulder burned.

I remember hearing rumors about him.

About how his ex-lover had to skip class because he was... I shudder at those thoughts, not believing them, until we met up one day for coffee and he had asked me if I could get his wallet from his bags pocket while he headed to the bathroom. I opened the wrong one and saw the square foil wrapper tucked safely in his bag pocket. I was frozen and had to hurry and close it back because I saw him coming back. I couldn't help but blush. He had asked if I was alright, and all I said was the weather was hot despite it being relatively cool and wearing a sweater. I was stupid but he shrugged. I was so awkward and weird then. Having thoughts of why he had the condom and who he was going to use it with. I wanted to know so badly, and my questions were answered when I saw Yeonjun arriving. Yeonjun was cute and hot but also older than him. I hesitated but eventually left them to go gally knows where to do gally knows what with that condom in his bag pocket. It frustrated the fuck out of me, it did it made me burn with jealousy. And I didn't know why.