The love of Matthew Espinosa

God, you're even the most beautiful and gorgeous fan i've ever met

"The strength of women comes from the fact that psychology cannot explain us. Men can be analyzed, women merely adored." -Oscar Wilde

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Matthew Espinosa

This girl has something.

Seriously, like something special which i didn't even know what that is.

Beberapa hari ini, aku sangat moody. Sahabat-sahabatku pun tidak ada yang berniat untuk menggangguku karena mereka takut aku akan lebih bad mood lagi.

I kept telling myself that i should've left my problem in the US and just enjoy Bali. But i don't know how, i always ended up thinking about that over and over again and that what makes me super moody.

But then there's this girl.

Aku tidak mengerti bagaimana Nash dan Cameron bisa menemukan dia. Dia cantik sekali, bahkan, selama aku hidup di US aku sama sekali tidak menemukan gadis yang lebih cantik dari dirinya.

But she was just a fan and i know that.

It's not like i already have a feeling for that girl because that's so impossible considering we just met a few hours ago. But then i can't help the urge to get to know her anymore longer.

"Matt, are you coming or not?" Tanya Taylor.

Mereka berniat untuk dinner di restauran seafood pinggir pantai. Ya tuhan, kenapa aku malas sekali bergerak?

"Tay, i'm really not in a mood to do anything that involves moving. What the hell is wrong with this Espinosa, Tay?" Tanyaku sok dramati.

Bah, i love my name.

Matthew Espinosa.

Every time everyone spelled my name, i always thought that sounds so sexy.

You can try that.

"Ew, everybody's going." Jawab Taylor sambil terlihat jijik. "Come on, Matt. Even Siena's going."

Badabing badabung badabbbb BINGO! There's no way in hell i said no to this!

Stay cool, Matthew. Stay cool.

"Alright i'm coming."

Taylor mengangguk dan terlihat menahan tawanya. Ok, ok, i get it.

Mereka masih tidak bisa move on dari kejadian aku mengatakan kepada Siena soal bahkan Justin Bieber akan suka pada dirinya.

Alright, that was so embarassing.

Aku hanya tidak mengerti bagaimana gadis secantik dia memiliki insecure sebesar itu. Bahkan aku yakin, sahabat-sahabatnya atau kakak-kakaknya tidak akan mungkin mengalahkan kecantikannya.

And that's why my mouth spilled out what was on my mind and that was so embarassing!

Like really, really, really embarassing.

Plus the jerky Cameron eavesdropping and made fun of it and gash i don't even know where to hide my face.

Pikiranku buyar ketika aku berniat memakai sepatuku dan malah menemukan Siena sedang berkaca disana sambil menyisir rambutnya dengan jari-jarinya.

I wish i could be her nail polish that could glued to her!

What did i just said?

Seriously, forget that.

"Hello chicka', would you excuse me?"

Yup. My stupid ugly pair of shoes were right under that mirror.