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He was standing in nothing but his boxers, and it seems he literally just put them on as his fingers were still latched onto the waist edge of them, with a different pair on the floor by his feet.

I guess I'm lucky I didn't walk in 5 seconds earlier.

What the fuck is up with that body?! I did not imagine him to look like that!

I don't know if it's gym or what, but he looks like a fucking drawing. I thought he was just lean, but his muscles are telling me complete opposite. From his arms and shoulders, down to his 6 pack, down to his legs, I don't know which part of him looks more incredible.

And I'm staring. Too long.

'SORRY! I'M SORRY!' I turned around, shutting my eyes closed, and clapping my face with my hand to keep them closed, not even caring about the fact that I just dropped all of my clothes on the ground.

'Angel-'

'I'M SO SORRY! I forgot to knock!' I figured he might change in the bathroom after me. I didn't even think twice. I'm an idiot. On a square.

'Calm down.' His arms suddenly wrapped around me from behind. 'There's no need to hide or panic. I'm your boyfriend. It's okay.'

'I should have knocked.' I smack myself lightly again

'Hey, look at me.' He spun me around gently, taking my wrists and removing my hands from my face

He was fully dressed now. A sweatshirt similar to the one in wearing now, and grey sweatpants. Fuck sake. Did he have to wear grey?!

'Are you okay?'

I nodded, fully aware that I'm lying. And he's aware of it, too, and is trying not to laugh by biting into his lip. He then looked me up and down, a huge smile spreading on his face.

'You look a bit too good in my clothes.'

'It smells like you.' I mumble

'Angel, can I kiss you?' He was already sliding one hand around my hips and the other one under my jaw. I don't even know why he's asking.

'Please.' I whispered, looking at his lips nearing and right as I closed my eyes, our lips collided

The second our lips touched, I felt like melting.

The way he sighed and leaned into me, pinning me against the door behind me, made my stomach turn.

The hand he had on my hip slid just slightly under the shirt, and his fingers grazed the bare skin on the side of my body, making me gasp.

He pulled away from my lips, but just barely, as he was still closely pressed against my body. Bringing his thumb to my lips, he gently pulled them apart. 

'I want to try something.' He breathed out

I just nodded lightly, trying to keep my sanity. I am so in love with him that I'd let him do whatever he wants.

Bringing his lips back to mine, his tongue slipped between my lips and into my mouth. And with that, his grip on me became a lot stronger. And went a lot higher.

I felt his fingers on my back, slipping a lot higher than they were earlier. And it felt a bit too good. It's hard to believe that he never did any of this.

I had my fingers running through the back of his hair, lightly tugging on it every time our tongues clashed.

I completely gave myself into him, and I wouldn't have stopped if he didn't either, pulling away quite suddenly.

'What is it?' I ask him, trying to catch my breath

'You- your- you don't have a bra?' He blushed instantly, and only then I felt his hand that was in the middle of my back, under the sweatshirt. I have completely forgotten about that.

'No. It was wet. I had to take it off. I don't... I don't- I'm not wearing any underwear at the moment.' I stumbled to get that out

He was going to pull away, but I put my hand on his shoulder, stopping him.

'Please, don't... don't stop.' I just can't look away from his lips. Or let go of him. He's intoxicating.

'This is an awful idea.'

He might have said that, but based on his actions, I'd say he thinks otherwise.

He suddenly slipped both of his hands under my ass, lifting me up like I weigh nothing, and before I even realized, I was laying on his bed with him on top of me.

'Is this okay?' He breathes out

'More than okay.'

I put my legs around his hips, almost wrapping myself around him as he left an entire trail of kisses on my neck and jaw.

It didn't take long for his hand to find its way to my ass, squeezing me quite hard, and a gasp left my lips.

He touched me wherever he could reach, exploring my body. My legs, my ass, my hips, stomach, waist... and dangerously close to my boobs, but he kept pulling back, even though I noticed him going for it more than once.

This time, he almost pulled away again, but I grabbed his hand over the shirt, pulling it right up and placing it on my left breast.

He gulped so loudly that I thought he was going to start coughing, and he froze up for a second.

'It's okay. If it's you, I don't mind. Touch me all you want. Please.'

'You're making me want to do so many things, Angel.' He almost growled, leaning in to kiss me deeply once again, gently squeezing my boob, and I never felt that before. No one ever touched me like this before.

I didn't know it was going to feel that good, and a moan came through my lips right into the kiss.

'We... We need... We need to stop.' He pulled away, breathing erratically

'Why?' I don't really want to

He pressed his hips into me lightly, letting me figure it out on my own. 'This is why.'

I don't know how I didn't notice until now, maybe cause he purposely kept that part away, but he was rock hard, even through his sweatpants.

'Oh.'

'Yeah. Oh.' He kept breathing, trying to calm himself down

I watched him gently unwrap my legs from his waist, getting off of me, and sitting down.

I pulled myself up as well, hugging my knees.

'I'm sorry.' I was way too ashamed to even look at him. I even kept telling him to touch me and to not stop.

'Are you really?' He chuckles, obviously knowing that I'm lying

'No. Not even a bit.' I admit, and he hangs his head, laughing quietly

'Remind me never to let you in my room again. You make me want to do some stupid things.'

'Do you... do you not want to?' I was still hugging my knees, talking softly to him

'I think you know the answer to that.' He looks down at his crotch, clicking his tongue

'Happy you find that funny.' He smacked me with a pair of socks that were on the bottom of the bed, laughing as well

'I just think we should wait a bit. We literally just started dating. Literally  hours ago. There's no need to rush it.'

'Yeah. That's okay.' I smile, scooching closer to him. 'I'm not in any rush either. I just...'

'You just what?' He murmurs

'I am so in love with you that I can't help but want you.'

He got himself further up on the bed, sitting right next to me. He cupped my face and leaned on me, gently pushing me back down on the bed. I just went along with it, wanting whatever he was offering.

He was leaning over me, looking into my eyes as he caressed my face.

'Angel... I love you.'

Even without telling me those three words, I was melting just because of the way he was looking at me.

He has no idea just how happy he makes me. He is beyond perfect. And I'll make sure that I show him that, but until then, I can only tell him one thing.

'I love you, too.'