What desire cannot see (bibleapo)

chapter 22

"hey, good morning...honey"

Bible walked in the room calmly, a smile drawn on his face. His hands professionally handling the tray while he turns back to close the door with his single hand while the other holds on the food. Bible traced his gaze over apo, who's eyes had already been opened, already starring, more like watching at the ceiling. He never moved his irises like he was gone in a state of deep shock, having his body realize so many thing he never given a thought in doing so.

Apo heard the clatter of the tray being placed beside on the night stand. Apo feels done right now, completely. The feeling beneath his core was killing him like it was a cannibalistic parasyte. He hates this for real. He blames himself for real. He never wished to do this, he ever desired to sleep with bible and having warned the other about it just few minutes before getting poked in deeper into his own ass, apo feels ashamed. His heart has sunk into the abyss and he wants to cry out this painful urge of ending his life. His husband was just being mourned by his bodyguards on the day and here he was, drunk and being eaten in the ass by someone who he treated with so much of innocent care.

Apos cheek is swollen and that state is throbbing his muscles. He drastically, slowly with hostility, lifts his hand and presses his thumb softly on the red mark. Soft muffling and hissing sound left apos ruined and bleeding lips. Bible noticed his beloved not really loving the feeling of being sober for real. So he leaned forward before placing a soft kiss on apos bleeding cut. Apo screamed back, at the stinging area and bible patted the man's head for being able to take enough of the abuse he commited on losing his self control.

"Bible...why'd you slap me..."
Apo tried, his words were unable to be adjusted in his speech, yet he tried to speak to which bible felt satisfied of listening to the voice he missed the soon after being fainted with so much loss of energy.

Bible poured the chocolate powder in the milk and started stirring the white liquid, so which he got back in result the intended expression from his mostly loving man. Apo blushed slightly remembering a glimpse of himself swollowing white sticky thing that made him find the taste of it very similar to something he tasted before. Words that occured to his mind when he was drunk, now remembering back, it was actually bible semens that he was being forced by the man to swollow each and every drop clean which oozed out from his tip.

Bible giggle before placing back the spoon after successfully stirring the milk in the glass and sitting beside apo on the edge of the bed. Apo did not avert his eyes even a bit, but bible did not mind. He placed his hand over the blanket feeling apos thigh sinfully covered under the thin multi-layered fabric. Bible squeezed in the muscles a little before apo grasped at the sensitive touch, which hurt him, bible could feel the blood once again  coming out of the bit wound. Bible was satisfied in having his human canies dig themselves so deep in apos muscles to where he was able to passingly leave a mark portraying laws of belongingness to even in the depth of the muscle.

"Please... Don't..."
Apo hurried his indexes to circle around Bibles wrist and stop the man in squeezing further.
"Oh...I'm so sorry...P'po"
Tears started falling down apos eyes, tears of pain and suffering of the night. He has been absolutely caught up in such a confusion, that everything seems impossible. He can't move a thing nor can he make anything stay. It's already been a few days and he hasn't got off the bed. Like he was being drugged, where everything seems pleasurable and time itself never exists forget about something to help you from getting over the starving feeling.

"Here, I got you breakfast"
Bible was so excited when he proposed to apos to eat something he cooked by himself. Apo turned to face bible, his tears had already ruined his Beauty adding in to the traces of abuse in bed. Everything hurts and it's feels like there no end to it. For how long did they even go continuously in bed. Apo remembers that there were scenes, backgrounds he didn't recognise to be his own bedroom where he ended up resting. Which he concludes saying that it wasn't really in only room that they commemorated the session, but to the every bits and part of this castle.

"Please bible...get out..."
Apo can't believe he had a sexual intercourse with bible. He failed to think that someone like bible would obtain the desire to insert his penis into his asshole. Apo feels clean on the outside now, which depicts that he had been given a shower and aided perfectly like a professional. And he remembers the face really clearly, who treated him so with much love, care and affection to which he wanna run to the washroom and throw up the memories that sickened him to his stomach.

"No...p'po you need to eat, to recover back..."
Bible took the sandwich from the plate and tore it into half, and a further half. Which he forwards infront of apos lips, that tremble at the presence and end up losing the cool and puking out loads of its internal guts right infront of the other. Apo trembled, he shook his head with fear before continously denying  his own action before bringing his flattened legs closer to his chest, hugging his knees and burying his face into his arms.

Bible stared at the drama of his sweetheart, which he says is disrespectful for his side. He frowned and immediately had his fist catch on to apos hair and pull the strands roughly to which the later moaned with pain, his hand automatically twisting back to hold on the palm of the person who pull on the fistful of the hair on his head.
"No please...I'm sorry...no...*hicc"

Apos started crying more, screaming trying his best to adjust with the pain that seems to completely be on the goal to pull out his brain. Bible leaned in forward and kissed him, gently but that gentleness had so much of a sorrowful touch to it. Bible started on chewing upon the bleeding part of apos lip while his hand moved under the blanket in pumping apos d*ck and pinching his balls to which the later squirms out of ecstasy, the magnificent feeling of pain mixed with pleasure.

"You dare disobey me..."