What desire cannot see (bibleapo)

chapter 25

"Why are you naked?..."

Jeff clicked his tongue before running himself under the sheets. Without further thoughts, he pulled apo in a tight embrace. Yes, I am aware, so is the character, this sounds completely rediculous, out of context and evil. Like literally, getting in the same bed with your besties boyfriend is really controversial in every way. But jeff was lost, or had to pretend being lost. He agreed well enough for drooling while he couldn't keep his eyes off and his naughty mind on spot for listening and processing whatever bible had spoken at that time, jeffs eyes never listened, his irises moved in slow contrast to trace down the little movements of the stil segments of apos body. An abnormal feeling called jealousy thriving to touch the skin with fine contacts, feeling it's surface and the hormones of excitement falling out of place. In short, it was tempting, even humming couldn't make him calm his mind let along go sing in a concert, which is a losing match.

He will keep his desires aside. He wants to be a good friend and keep his golden friendship ongoing. A little while, he could pull his friends lovers in his arms, press onto his back muscles and study how this body could make scenarios worst. Apo was naked, and complaining wasnt stopping his senses from reacting. The worst part is, jeff himself has a lover he looks after and cares for more like a child then a darling sweetheart. Apo is pretty, and jeff is pretty, his ideal type is also pretty and apo was a perfect match. But wheres the loyalty that he would swear everyday to his lover, and now has been still, lying in with apo when no one asked him to.

Jeff isnt the glorious angel who runs to help the minute he sees someone in trouble. He chooses according to the situation he is in and does not wast his time. He is considerate and kind, nothing against it, but he prioritizes himself more and that is what he should be doing right now. Thinking about his reputation. Not fall in bad terms if bible misunderstands him. He ain't scared, but he hates being blamed especially when he himself isnt aware of the situation which he is in now.

Apo snuggled further, tightening the hug light snores finally making him go into the deep slumber. There was a problem and it was that, jeff was really minding the position and the contact right now. He could push the boy away, but the metallic smell of bruises, the heat surrounding the healing cuts and swollen parts, the hot smell and the natural scent of nothingness in the crook of apos neck, made him drool. Jeff ended up burying his face in the mans shoulder, getting drunk with the all the objectives put fourth. Jeff tall indexes could only stop when conciousness would give him a stroke to his brain, but they would start running down to apos butt cheeks again.

The heat under the blankets and the rise in the body temperature of both the man. Jeff was hungry, he wanted more and te feverish burning sensation to all parts of his body, made him go crazy. He cant stop biting, he can't stop sucking to places he never intensely did you his lover at all. Jeff wanted to capture the parted lips, that thought were dreaming a lustful ecstasy, a mind blowing feeling clouding his mind. No one will say a thing, and it would be just a kiss that would last for minutes, till the poacher would have his fill, till the merchant would get back home and start loving his wife all over again...till jeff could be in a position of choosing to place a crown on apos head, the coronation bells ringing with melodies of celebrations while he will have to taste what gives him life and air suddenly wasn't really important.

"I think, I can take over jeff...thanks for help..."
Fear striked the boy suddenly resulting him to pop up his head out from the little dough he had fluffed up with the bed covers, all ready to suck in the breath from apo. He looked around to search the source of sound. He found bible, starring at him with a sneaking smile he'd always find on when his friends has a plan to do something bad. Jeff got out of the mattress, cover the naked doll like man, sleeping still with so much peace that even starring that it would seem like a sin. Reflecting back on Bibles words, as a friend and someone who's grown closer to this man in a very less time is aware that absolutely nothing will be right.

"I could stay back, it's late...also"
Jeff had an excuse, it that been almost midnight and no human would let their guest leave this late at hour. It's hospitality and bible should atleast have the little manners. Don't put him in the wrong, it's seriously wrong if jeff moves. Bibles way of presenting himself suddenly right at the time he could watch his own best friend kissing his date. Who wouldnt get angry, and jeff is all ready to take the punches, but seeing no hands moving towards him, he better die in sleep rather than really having someone else bear the penalty for his guilt.

"No...you can drive jeff...i need the house empty today...i have sent everyone to their quarters, you drive home as well..."
Jeff was shocked, standing at a point with limited movement. He is aware what is happening and what can happen further. He can't have bible take extreme steps, does not matter how far he goes.

"Dont do it bible...apo is not in fault...I went to him..."
Jeffs voices contained the worry bible clicked his tongue at it. He narrowed his eyes depicting how the sturdy presence of his friend annoyed him.

"Get out"