What desire cannot see (bibleapo)

chapter 17

"Mileee...where are you..."

Apo pushed his head out of his car window a hundredth time hoping to watch his mile listening to him, looking towards him after his voice is being heard. The thunderous rain hasn't stopped till the time apo left house in search of his lover. He find it so difficult to believe that miles dead, just like that. The most powerful man in the mafia world of thailand, just let off his last breath. Apos first destination was to drive through the crime area as he suspected could be. He was well prepared to watch the more terrific scene of his most beloved on the spot. But he smiled, that mile wasn't there. There was no minced human lying on the road in the most gruesome way possible. Mile wasn't there, the little hope had grown stronger into apos little heart that he faced further to where he estimated his lover to rush to. It's been hours, yet apo is unable to locate mile, yet he doesn't wish to give up. His love isn't losing this battle, miles life long promise to be with apo has to be fulfilled. Apo can't be left alone, apo is born to be loved and those are the words mile believes.

"MILE!!!"
Apo cried a lot louder, before he finally brings his car to rest without notice. The fuels were out, secondly apo has not a single clue where he was. He just drove to likewise places and right now he has ended up in the middle of nowhere. It was nearly evening when he left him, and now it's completely dark like as if he had just reached the other side of the world. Apo shivered feeling how lonely him and his car stood in the middle of the weird and quiet place. Apo didn't dare look up forward, nor at the backseat and forget even the windows beside him. All he could do was pull out his phone to contact his men. But darn the network coverages in isolated places.

Apos eyes filled up, he wanted to cry as the grief and fear both take over his core. Apo was sweating bullets of horror, it was so dark that he is unaware when his phone would die along with the lights of his car. He was completely lost. He should have listened back then, bible warned him before to not go but how dare he not listen to him. Apo slumped down his head on the staring wheel, calling out to mile, apologizing for all that he couldn't do, for all that seemed to be out of his hand. He could save him, worse apo was unable to find him.

*Snif*
Apo cried bitterly, large teardrops falling from his eyes. He wanted to die, give on life already knowing confidently that he was gonna be a ghost feast for the night. His soul would be pulled out by the hungry spirits for their celebration of young death.

*Knock 2x*

Apo flinched, he tightened his grip onto the staring wheel, his head not even try to rise even a little.
"...o....a...o....!!!"
Apo slowly turned his head with a lot of courage. His eyes concerntrated on the fingure that was banging onto his car glass. He was white, such a beautiful skin colour appearing ecentric in this shade of darkness. The hazel eyes bore into apo their concern that had the later immediately just go more into whines of cries. Apo hurriedly pushed on the car door, getting out and jumping on the figure. Apo tightened his grip around the mens neck, his nose resting into the perfect crook of the mans neck.

"Thank you...*snif* thank you for coming for me...Bible, thank you...*snif*"
Bible gently places his hands on apos back, slightly patting on the boys soft surface. Bible slowly swayed the man, making him calm down his crying and loosen the grip on his necks that's literally been killing him. Bible whispered soft comforting words into apos ears, making the boy breathe in deep and calm down much. Apo broke the hug, lifting himself back up from the embrace of his pet. Apo wipes his tears and tried smiling to flex his cheek muscles that had gone numb from crying a load.

Bible chuckled and apo soon joined the same, but apo couldn't let go of the grief he was still facing. He was damn missing mile, with the hope still lying strong in his heart, he will wait for mile, no matter how long it would take...he will wait till his mile comes and kisses him, claims his lips back to who they belong to.

"Po...? By any chance...do you fear ghosts?..."
Apo stopped on his movement for few seconds before ignoring the questing and hurriying on the passanger end of the car seat. Bibles eyes widened, apo was being so cute right now that he was surprised that he just stood still and did not pounce on him. Bible has great reflexes, amazing isn't it? Bible reversed the car and drove along the road he came with. Apo was still blushing with the question of ghosts still stuck in his head.

"Whats that white thing looking at us?"
Apo jumped over to Bibles shoulder, which earned a loud laugh from the later. Apo clicked his tongue knowing how he was teased.
"Don't do that again..."
Apo sulked, and slumped back on his seat. He pouted his lips having bible smile fondly at his sweethearts behaviour.
"Then you better accept the fact that mile ain't alive..."
Bible said calmly, a tint of aggression visible in his speech, but apo failed to notice it.

"No! Mile ain't dead! I didn't see his body at site! He is living, he will probabilly drop by soon...but he will come! He ain't dead"
Apo clarified strictly, his hands folded with confidence. Bible couldn't but secretly sigh as to this was gonna take him difficult to fix. The drive was quite, the topic regarding mile was the last conversation that took place between the pair.

They both reached the mansion entering the main gates. Apo jumped out of the car the minute the vehicle was at a stop. Bible tried to stop him, but just bit on his tongue to control his anger. He parked the car and after that proceeded inside the mansion in result to find all the bodygaurds starring at him enter.
"How did you know where apo was"
Bas asked while he played with his glasses in hand. Job nodding implementing that he also has similar question to put forth.
"I had inserted a navigation chip to his phone..."
Bas question back in horror. Easily to be read that he was surprised that he needs to believe this.
"But...how did you..."
Bible sighed and walked upstairs, stopped at his feet to reply back.
"If I want it...it really does not require someone else for...I am alone enough .... for him"
Bible whispered the last part while starting upwards, his eyes closed perfectly as he smiles and breathily giggles thinking about how apo might be sleeping or probably crying. But still better as long as he stays right infront of bibles eyes, right under the same roof he resides in. Soon the room would also enter the list, but till now, bible should really keep a calm. His emotions are a trigger, if one lights... everything will burn.