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Songs that describe events that happened/happening part 1

I wouldn't say it's super bad but it's not good so I am telling some events that happened but it won't be so detailed so it's like a small peak in my life and my past and I will be putting some songs that match with what happened and I haven't told anyone outside my family about these events and I don't think I'll tell anyone but a few and some aren't events they are things that have been going on so let's go and I will be posting every day on this book until school 

Half-sided relationship, "It's one step forward and three steps back I'm the love of your life until I make you mad, It's always one step forward and three steps back do you love me, want me, hate me?, Boy, I don't understand No, I don't understand No, it's back and forth, did I say something wrong? It's back and forth, goin' over everything I said It's back and forth, did I do something wrong? It's back and forth, maybe this is all your fault"- Olivia Rodrigo, One step forward and three steps back

Family problems, "But please don't ruin this for me please don't make it harder than it already is, I'm trying to get over this I wish that you would stay in my memories but you show up today, just to ruin things I wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatized but you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonight you're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position too busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say I wish that you would stay in my memories in my memories, stay in my memories"-Conan Grey, Memories

Fallout friendships, "We used to be close, but people can go from people you know to people you don't and what hurts the most is people can go from people you know to people you don't, We used to be close, but people can go from people you know to people you don't and what hurts the most is people can go from people you know to people you don't"- Selena Gomez, People you know

Baby sister event, "Oh, father Please, father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter, don't you remember, I'm your baby girl? How could you push me out of your world? Lied to your flesh and your blood put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved"-Demi Lovato, For the love of a daughter

Ex event, "These tantrums been old all bitter no sweet, you're killing my vibe in ways words cannot describe but I'll try, I'll try, you put the "over" in lover, put the "ex" in next, ain't no "I" in trouble, just the "U" since we met'Cause you're toxic, boy, I ain't even gotta try to find the G-O-O-D in goodbye"-Madison Beer, G-O-O-D in goodbye

Standing my ground while arguing with a girl event, "I'm that motherfuckin' bitch (If I have to be, I'ma be that bitch) you should be suckin' on my clit (you're a crazy bitch) (If I have to be, I'ma be that bitch) I said, I'm a, I'm a, I'm a bitch (If I have to be, I'ma be that bitch) I dare you, stop me"-Bea Miller, That bitch

Ex cheated on me with my own sister, "I dug my key into the side (into the side) of his pretty little souped-up four-wheel drive carved my name into his leather seats I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights (both headlights), slashed a hole in all four tires maybe next time, he'll think before he cheats"-Carrie Underwood,Before he cheats

The heartbroken event, "Because you're right, I couldn't fix you, you're right, I shouldn't have tried to, your pride, is what you're concerned about? Is "you're right" really all you wanna hear right now? Well, you're right, I should've walked away faster,I should've known you'd only break my heart after I was already in love, you're right, you aren't good enough, I kissed your scars even after you hurt me and I held your hand even when you fucking burned me, Do you know how embarrassing that was? To stay with sombody who hates you because you hope things get better you hope that love can turn a monster into a man but it doesn't and it won't because you're beyond repair"-Leanna Firestone, Burnt out

Changed everything for one person event, "A gasp of air is all I need, what kind of person needs to breathe? A healthy one I'm sure but that's not me, some water if I'm lucky but I would never ask that much, don't wanna start a war so I'll let it be whatever makes you happy. I know it's all my fault, I should say when it's too much but I keep my stupid mouth shut so you won't give up oh, I can't find myself, I'm slowly disappearing getting lost in the "I'm sorry's" that I thought would make you want me"