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Update on life again(short)

I know I haven't been on this for a while and I'm back so really life is pretty good rn tbh with yall, I got on the volleyball team that I have been wanting to be on for a while, I got a lover and my classes are going pretty good but there's some "deep" stuff going on under the smiles and laughs. This was a few days ago (aka Friday) and I have art fridays so in art we were drawing on a piece of paper but the thing is it had to be one line and you couldn't look down at the paper so that low-key made it harder for me and some other kids so I started drawing and I asked my friend (not saying his real name so his name will be J) J how does it look since I couldn't look down on the paper and this school year we got a new art teacher so ok ok it's alr this year is gonna be alright but now I'm second guessing myself so yayy ig but i drew the most schizophrenia drawing ever that what my friend J said during art class (im sorry to anyone who has schizophrenia, that's what my friend said it looked liked) but hearing that really didn't help my mood since im seeing a social worker not about schizophrenia, about an event that happened last year so i haven't went to her since August 28th and the last few days i really need her but she's not there so im in a fucked up loop of shit