This chapter is dedicated to Technoblade
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Wilbur woke up the next morning feeling much better...He slowly got up, moving the bin away from his bed
He heard phil knock and then slowly open his door
"Hey mate how are you?" Phil gently spoke
Wilbur slowly held up his thumb
"Better...thats good" Phil smiled
Wilbur nodded
"Oh wilbur I wanted to talk to you about...something" Phil said
Wilbur tilted his head and scooted over allowing room for phil to sit next to him
"So uhm....." Phil began "Tommy and techno b-brought something to my attention...." He shakely said "Uhm....so the other day..."
Wilbur's eyes widened....he knew what they had said
"Uhm.....they told me that.....You tried to......Kill yourself" phil's eyes started to wet and so did wilbur's
Phil brought wilbur into a hug and held him for awhile as soft silent sobs came out of wilbur and softly spoke as he continued to hold the brunette "Mate....why didn't you just say something....well...you know what i mean..."
Wilbur shrugged
"Well it's okay" Phil smiled "Alright all that matters is that your here right now and feeling alright"
but that was the thing
even though tommy and tubbo comforted him
even though none of them hurt him yet
even though he had gotten away from jschlatt
even though they stopped him from killing himself
he
still
didn't
feel
alright
"Wilbur.....are you alright?" Phil said snapping wilbur out from his own thoughts
wilbur nodded signing sorry
"It's fine mate but uhm.....I have to tell the foster care people about this or at least your social worker" phil spoke
"No!" Wilbur croaked cutting phil off, this time speaking didn't hurt as much but it still stung a bit
Phil stared at him in shock..
"Wilbur....you" Phil began "You spoke"
Wilbur nodded looking at his feet
"T-Thats amazing!" Phil said "B-But that doesn't take away from why I can't tell them"
Wilbur grabbed his notebook and scribbled something out
"I don't want you to tell them...they will send me back" He wrote
Phil looked at him "mate......If you not being safe they have to know I could get in lots of trouble i if i-"
Wilbur shoved his arm as a way of cutting him off
"P-Pleas-please!" Wilbur struggled out
Phil sighed "alright here's what We're going to do......I won't tell them but you have to promise that if anything Happens you tell me....or tommy or techno ok"
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A Silent call || WILBUR SOOT ANGST || MUTE WILBUR AU || SBI ADOPTION AU
FanfictionTW's || ED's || Anxiety/panic attacks || Underaged smoking and drinking || Abuse || SA || Mental Disorders|| drug abuse|| SH|| Swearing|| Alcohol usage and abuse|| Number 2 in #Wilburagnst July 24 2023 Number 1 in #SBI september 10 2023