A Silent call || WILBUR SOOT ANGST || MUTE WILBUR AU || SBI ADOPTION AU

24-Explantation

This chapter is brought to you by my dyslexia....because this chapter was a lot harder to write for some reason? so yeah

Wilbur's POV:

I rocked back and forth chugging my water trying to wash the alcohol out the taste was gone and my headache and vision was getting better.....

I looked at my phone where is he!  I thought to myself

I waited for techno......i mean he's not just gonna like teleport here but it's not that far away!

I rocked back and forth and back and forth

It started to sprinkle rain a little....I like the rain....it's calming

"Where's thattt liittle sllllluhhttt" JSchlatt slurred from behind the door (Where's that little slut)

you know when your body picks fight or flight?

yeah...

mine chose freeze 

I was just frozen..I stayed still praying that he wouldn't come outside 

oh but just my luck

he came outside.......

"Thhaaree yoouu areee" JSchlatt spat (There you are)

He picked me up by the collar and pulled me close to his face 

he started to kiss my neck roughly 

I made weird noises....I don't know why or how but they just came out of me as a reaction to him kissing my neck......I didn't like the sounds but JSchlatt had a different opinion.

I bit my lip back so I wouldn't make another noise and JSchlatt didn't like that 

"Baby don't hide your moans from me" He said surprisingly not slurring them......

I pushed him off me and started to run

i don't care if techno was on his way I do not want to be there anymore 

I just kept running and running down the road 

~I

I ran nonstop for 13 minutes straight and my tiny body couldn't take it....I feel onto the road unable to move trying to catch my breath

I knew I should lay in the road but I had to catch my breath....the rain falling down onto my face felt nice....

I saw a bright light out of the corner of my eye....it was a car

a car...

A car can run you over

if it runs you over you die

you die

the voice in my head wouldn't shut up

I looked over at the car

I felt the wounds that were carved into me 

unloved

burden

Maybe thats true....maybe JSchlatt was right...maybe I am just a slut...and a burden and thats why i'm unloved....

I looked at the car again