Marry. Ride. Love.

Thank you couricina for always staying with me

*Valentino*

"And we're sure?", I could barely contain my excitement, but wanted to be absolutely sure.

"Well, I'll still go to the doctor so we can be 100% sure, but, those things are pretty reliable already," she said, looking to me now.

My heart skipped a beat before I pulled her into my arms, then I started crying "You're making me the happiest person in the world right now.", I sobbed and let my forehead sink against hers.

Her face, however, didn't exactly reflect that joy. She seemed rather nervous, almost a little insecure in light of the fact that we were probably pregnant. Actually, I had expected her to be as excited as I was, but obviously she was not.

She returned the hug only half-heartedly and already seemed lost in thought.

"What's wrong, cuoricina?", I stroked her cheek to bring her gaze back to me.

She put her hand on her stomach and then looked down at herself "I don't know, somehow it makes me nervous. I don't know if I'm... I don't even know if I'm going to be a good mother and... I... My family has always been a broken bunch. How am I supposed to give a kid a good home? I mean, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to be a mother. I don't even know if I really want to..." her voice had gone very quiet, then she lowered her eyes "I'm sorry, Tino." her whole body was shaking.

"No, no, it's all right.", I whispered and pulled her onto my lap.

I pressed my face into her hair.

I certainly hadn't expected that, but I could understand her fear. I kissed the top of her head again and again.

"Let's wait for the doctor's appointment first, okay? And then when we're 100% sure, we'll decide further. Ok?"

She was shaking all over "No, please, don't take this the wrong way. I love you Tino. If there's anyone whose kids I want, it's you, but... I'm scared."

"Of what, cuoricina? You're already raising four kids with me," I laughed, stroking her hair "The boys are kind of like our kids. Although very demanding children, I must admit, but good for practice. If we aren't doing good with them, it's not so bad.", now she had to laugh at least.

She put her head on my shoulder "And if I still become a shitty mother?" she whispered worriedly.

"You won't, cuoricina. Absolutely not," I pressed a kiss to the tip of her nose. "You're going to be the best mother anyone could ever imagine. I just know it.".

I stroked her hair "And just imagine, our kid on a motorcycle with the guys at the ranch and..."

"NEVER!" she raised her head jerkily "Never let our kid get on a bike. Have you seen the way those guys are tearing each other apart up there? I'm not letting my kid ride on that!"

"You ride way worse than the boys," I raised an eyebrow.

"So what? I'm still not letting our kid ride there! Forget it!".

I smirked and took her face in my hands to kiss her. This woman would be the beautiful mother of my children. Could there be anything that was better?

She made an appointment with the doctor and then was going to let me know when the appointment was, because I was 1000% not going to miss that. I wouldn't miss a thing. Not one second.

It was almost impossible to keep this secret and it was even harder as soon as I got to the boys and Alessia up at the ranch. How was I supposed to hide the fact that we were going to have a baby?