The morning rays enter into the room.. The room look so fresh even tho the room look mess it doesn't matter when the couple was sleeping in each other's arms.. The burn down candles, the messed up bed, the empty bottle.. Everything was around them..
And not caring anything.. There were sleeping on the cold floor with the alcohol hangover.. She moan when felt coldness to her body.. When she try to move she could.. She felt a strong arm around her..
And feeling the warmth a small smile crept on her face.. Unknowingly she melt in his warmth in that cold floor.. Her eyes slowly open feeling the strong ray into her face.. That she gulp feeling him on her.. He is hugging into her like a kola who's life is depend on her.. And his body weight is not even bothering her.. She just feel warm..
She try to move his hands from her but no she couldn't.. He didn't left her.. That he slowly murmur in his morning deep voice..
'Don't leave me please..'
She gulp and call him..
'Taehyung..'
And thats the second he looked up at her.. His eyes blink seeing her face in that sunlight.. He memorized in her beauty for a second then said while looking blank into her eyes..
'I want to sleep more..'
And in that mere time she just push him away since he just lose his grip on her.. He whined losing her warm.. But before she could move away.. His arms seize around her waist and pull her to him..
'Im really sorry for yesterday.. I.. I though to be happy with you.. I thought to make everything alright between us.. But.. But i end up made you cry.. Sorry sweetheart.. Ik i don't deserve you.. Ik that.. But thinking about losing you is hard for me.. I can't even think getting up morning seeing without you.. Im scared of losing you too.. What if i end up just like the past.. I don't want that..'
He opened up his heart just like that.. He was looking deep into her eyes saying those words that made a deep sign in her heart.. That his words were so genuine.. That he really want her with him.. He is not ready to lose her in anyway..
He must sound like selfish and yes he is just coz scared of getting left alone or scared of losing his love.. He admit he love her.. He admit he is sorry.. But this all can wipe his sin..?She just blink her eyes hearing his words.. She don't know what to say that she just nod and hummed in response..
That she slowly remove his hands from her that he just let her go.. She walked out of the room.. He changed a lot maybe.. Maybe he didn't.. Whatever it is saying sorry is not a big deal since he said he would do anything to make her his and his manipulation is still working on her.. But she is not in the control of his manipulation.. She is in her heart's control..
She sigh looking out of the balcony.. Everything seems calm now.. Even her soul is calm now.. Finaly she found the conclusion for her misery.. He said he love her and he is sorry.. And her heart believe him.. And it is the most hurtful thing when we need love and everything about is fine but at the same time.. It seems so wrong to forgive for his sin..
She is tired of fighting with herself about this.. She let him do whatever he want.. She admit she is failed.. That She fell for him.. He cure her somehow.. She knew it he can heal her.. She accepted that..
She close her eyes feeling his hands around her waist.. When he buried his face in her neck she moan.. He smile against her skin feeling so warm with her.. That he call out in his deep voice..
'Sweetheart.. How are you feeling now..?'
She just hummed and said blankly..
'Im fine now..'
That she turn to him.. He coiled his arms around her waist and pull towards him.. That her fingers rest on his chest.. He smiled warmly.. Looking into her eyes he asked..
'I couldn't stop saying sorry to you sweetheart.. Everytime i see you.. Everytime i hold you in my arm.. Everytime you make me smile.. Im feeling sorry for hurting someone like you.. Im.. Im feeling guilty..'
Still i didn't forgive him right..? She asked herself.. She blink her eyes looking at him.. He is making this more hurtful to her in every way possible.. When she just want to go away from him.. He doing these things to keep her with him.. And the thing is she is falling in each and every trap of him like that..
'You are able to leave me now..?'
She asked blankly.. He gulp looking at her.. His eyes tensed at her question.. But keeping calm him cup her cheeks and said..
'When you heal completely i will think about it.. Now just don't overthink anything.. You just need to calm youself now.. Hmm..'
He said softly making her eye teary.. She looked at his eyes feeling so much inside her heart.. She don't really know what to do about this all..
'Say You love me..?'
She wanted love.. She wanted care and everything.. She just want a happy life nothing more she is asking.. She just don't want to get hurt anymore.. She just want a safe place.. She just wanted that.. His eyes become soft hearing her.. She just want to make sure her decision won't hurt her anymore.. He smiled at her..
'I do love you sweetheart..'
A tear left from her eyes.. She closed her eyes hearing that.. She don't want this to be a lie.. She just want to cherish this thing.. His fingers slightly caresses her cheekbone.. Thats when she open her eyes slowly.. She looked into his eyes.. She smiled while having tears.. Her fingers slowly grab his collar..
She pull him closer to her.. That her lips crash into her.. She kissed him softly.. Her lips tangled with his.. He got stuck when he felt her lips on him.. For a second he couldn't do anything.. But when she softly bite his lower lips he moan softly..
He got urged to kiss her.. But she didn't let him control the kiss.. And he let her.. That when he apart his lips she enter tongue into him.. Exploring his mouth.. He could feel something really different now.. She didn't done this before.. This is the very first time she is kissing him like this..
She kiss him so deep and softly Letting him know she trust him.. Letting him know just don't leave her, just keep her safe with him like this.. When their lips apart each other.. Both of them have such a blushing face.. Both of them are breathing heavily too..
Connecting the forehead he smiled finaly she did forgive him.. Finaly she accepted him.. That she uttered closing her eyes..
'Im trusting you Taehyung.. Just.. Just don't break that.. I.. I won't able to handle that.. I will just broke down.. Please just don't hurt me anymore.. Please..'
That he kissed her forehead..
'I won't hurt you anymore Sweetheart..'
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