You're In My Head

His hands

As he glared into my eyes and I did his I felt like my heart was outside of my chest beating faster at every glance  "Your eyes are gorgeous" he muttered "Thank you so are yours" I replied blushing he broke eye contact and gracefully walked over to the bed he sat down right next to me "wanna play 20 questions?" he invited  "sure, how do you play?" I asked "ok I ask you a question then you answer then you ask me a question and I answer" he proclaimed  "Got it" I replied "I'll go first, what was one thing that happened to you that stuck with you forever," he asked, the question stunned me "um, that time I broke my wrist," I told him "oh common there's got to be something deeper than that" he proclaimed I went quite should I tell him about my dad and the cutting, the breakdowns, the panic attacks, my anxiety, my thoughts or should I just play it off like I'm perfectly fine... "Hello?" he said waving a hand in front of my face "You ok?" he asked concerned "Yeah I'm fine but you're right there is something deeper" I informed "My dad left me and my brother when I was younger," I said as my eyes stared to burn with my tears I held them in as hard as I could trying not to show him I was emotional but it was such a touchy topic one slipped out then two and before I knew it I was bursting into tears he scouted closer to me " I'm sorry" he said wrapping his arm around me "no don't be I'm fine I shouldn't be crying it's so stupid" I said looking at him he put his hand on my cheek moving his thumb back and forth slowly wiping away my tears "it's not stupid something bad happened it's ok to cry" he whispered I was drunk and my vision was hazy but I could still see those beautiful blue eyes, his perfect dirty blonde hair falling on his face making him... irresistible. I leaned forward and stared at his lips my heart was aching for him his hands, his lips, his touch, and his heart as well I glanced up at his eyes and then his lips again I could feel his breath on my lip... my breathing began to be heavier I slowly glanced up into his eyes his gaze made my heart stop, I couldn't breathe or think or speak the only thing that fluttered into my mind was his eyes I sharply inhaled and staggered my breathing out as I exhaled "are you nervous?" He whispered slowly he leaned forward slowly and softly kissed me his lips were warm and soft he kissed me again this time more passionately then again and again, he slowly slipped his tongue in my mouth, again and again, I grabbed his shirt with both of my hands and pulled him closer towards me he pulled back slowly and bit my lower lip as I kissed him back I wrapped my fingers around the back of his neck I kissed him back my heart was pounding and I could barely breathe but the taste of him on my lips made me feel at peace and the only thing on my mind in that moment was that I wanted more.... He leaned back and put his forehead to mine he slid over to my ear "Shall I keep going?" Gasping slightly I shook my head yes he moved back and glared into my eyes as he slowly moved his hands down to my waist slipping them under my dress he put his hands under my back wrapping them around me the moonlight glided across his face highlighting his hair as his eyes peered into mine he gently pulled me towards him and grazed his hand over my bra hooks slowly undoing them, he grinned at me I smiled back as my bra fell to my elbows I pulled it off, he slowly grabbed my dress and pulled it off me I raised my arms. He leaned toward me and kissed me without any hesitation our lips collided strongly, pushing down on the bed, he was on top of me. As he made out with me his hands thrusted my hips towards his  grinding them together. I gasped biting my lower lip "can I tell you something?" He grunted I nodded softly putting my forehead on his "I-I like you" he huffed "I've liked you since the first time I saw you" he muffled still grinding his hips with mine " I-I like you to-o" I moaned I grabbed his collar pulling myself towards his lips putting them on mine, he softly and slowly gripped my waistband . He pulled away and sat up grabbing my shorts and pulling them off throwing them on the floor. I sat up as well grabbing his belt and undoing the buckle he stood up and slipped my underwear off including his boxers I leaned over towards him grabbing his shirt and pulling him to the bed. He was sitting on the edge I crawled towards him and undid each button slowly glancing at his eyes every so often, he slowly pushed me down putting both hands on my hips softly slipping his fingers under my underwear pulling them down to my ankles making them fall onto the floor. He came towards me kissing me then down to my neck I slowly let out a moan he caressed his hands down to my breasts gripping them as he bit my neck he glanced up at me I glanced back quickly rolling my eyes back unable to control them. He quickly kissed down my neck to my breasts he licked them slowly I let a moan louder this time he licked back up to my neck kissing. As he slipped his penis in me I let out a loud moan and pushed him In me farther he grunted pushing faster I dug my nails into his back scratching his back as he went faster my breathing was heavier "Faster mason" I moaned and he did. pounding me the bed started to shake "o-oh my God" I yelled he grabbed my mouth "stay quiet if you don't want me to stop" he Grunted I nodded. As he pushed his penis in me faster my legs started to shake, I moaned loudly he pounded me faster then slower as I came, I huffed and he pulled out and rubbed his penis under my belly button and finished. He laid next to me, breathing heavily he grabbed the blanket and covered me up. Did that really just happen... I thought I looked over at him locking eyes with his beautiful gaze "Come here, Angelina" he muttered I shifted over to him laying my head on his chest. I slowly closed my eyes I was warm, comfortable, and safe it was odd because I never felt that way with anyone. I slowly felt his hand intertwine in my hair. "Angelina!" I heard Julie's voice echo through the air I shot up from the bed with the blanket still over my chest frightened. Mason proceeded to sit up as well wrapping his arm around my body as an attempt to calm me down I heard the doorknob twist followed by the door opening. As the door opened the light from the hallway illuminated my face "Angelina is that you?" I heard Julie whisper "Yes" I replied "What are you doing in here come back down to the party," she said confused I expected her to move back but she did not "Give me a minute please" I asked politely "Fine, but hurry up please" "alright" I replied with a short smirk the door closed slowly then shut I was surprised she did not see him. I looked at him and he looked at me. Leaning back I kissed him and sat at the edge of the bed slipping back on my dress tightening the strings once more, I looked over to him putting back on his shirt I quickly turned around before he knew I was starting at him. I gripped the door handle and walk out making sure to shut the door behind me then I seen him my brother standing next to Julie....