Not Him

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Not him, anyone but him Minho thought to himself.

"Minho your grades have been slipping recently it's either this or quit football" said Mr Park (a/n hehe jyp)

Minho sighed.

A tutor was embarrassing enough for Minho without it having to be him.

Han Jisung, Minho hated him, he hated the way he made him feel, he hated the fact that he found him attractive, he hated that he loved him.

Minho had only ever admired the boy from a distance, he believed that what he was feeling for the nerd was wrong.

To Minho being gay was wrong.

And now Minho had to see the boy that 'made him Gay' every single evening.

"So, what are you going to do?" Mr Park asked.

Minho obviously couldn't give up football the thing he loved most, his escape, his happiness. (a/n we all know you love Jisung more Minho) 

He knew he had to accept the tutoring.

"Are you sure there are no other available tutors" Minho pleaded.

"Minho he's the best student in the school, he will be your tutor this  is not up for discussion"


Not him, anyone but him Jisung thought (a/n hehe you see what I did there)

Lee Minho, the boy he had to tutor was Lee Minho.

The same boy that Jisung had had a crush on since he joined the school when he was 13 (a/n Jisung's 17 and Minho's 18), the same boy that relentlessly bullied jisung for being gay, the boy that Jisung hated to love.

Jisung, being too afraid of confrontation to argue with the teacher (a/n same Jisung same) accepted his fate.

"Your first session will be after school today" explained Mr Park (a/n park jinyoung - hwang hyunjin)


TIME SKIP TO LUNCH BECAUSE I'M LAZY

"They put me in tutoring" Minho complained "with that fag"

Minho pointed over the cafeteria to where Jisung was sitting with his friends - clearly complaining about something to them as well.

 all Minho saw when he looked at Jisung was how damn good he looked. (a/n relatable)

Minho cursed himself in his head for his disgusting thoughts. (a/n no homo here 😔✊🏼)

"God you have to be with him every day, are you not afraid he's gonna try kiss you or something" joked Changbin blowing a kiss in Minho's direction. 

Minho winced flipping Changbin off at the same time. 

However on the inside Minho was secretly wishing that would happen. 

"aww look we made Minho mad" Chan said (a/n this gave me flashbacks to Chan's aegyo on weekly idol 💀)

Minho huffed and walked away - he was not dealing with that right now.

In his rush to get away from his incredibly aggravating friends he slammed into someone (a/n can you guys guess who it's gonna be, it's really hard I know)

Minho looked up to Han Jisung falling backwards onto the hard concrete behind him, at least he would've fallen, if Minho hadn't caught him. 

They stayed there in that position for at least a minute - Minho clinging to Jisung's waist, holding him, keeping him safe, staring into each other's eyes.

Until Minho realised what he was doing.

He dropped Jisung to the floor.

"You better not tell anyone that this happened" Minho spat.

Jisung got up and brushed himself off quickly and ran from the scene. He was confused, he didn't know how to feel. How could Jisung face Minho later after what had just happened.

Jisung was too shaken up for next period so he just sat in a closet (a/n IT'S FUNNY BC HES GAY) - contemplating what to do.

 He decided to just turn up to tutoring and just pretend nothing had happened.  


A/N hello everyoneee this is my first ever ff so sorry if it's not great, I hope you enjoy <3 

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