My lifesaver

5: Robin

It is one week later and I have not seen her all this time but I could not stop thinking about her. Who is she? I need to talk to her and get her number at least she is so beautiful. I don't even know her but I am crushing so hard this must go wrong. 

I have studied almost everyday here hoping she would walk past me but she never came. Today is the last day for my exams to start so me and Finn are studying again. We spent the whole day prepping for them. But today I saw her again.

It is the worst day to see her. I don't even look good right now. I am tired from studying all night and day last week. But this is my chance to get her number and name. She looks so beautiful I almost think I must be dreaming. 

Finn is waving his hands for my eyes again. I must have zoned out. But now she is looking back at me. I hear Finn say: "you were staring at her like a creep please act normal man". Oh so that's why she looks back at me, she thinks I am some kind of weirdo. I need to stop staring at her and take action. I can forever dream about her but that wouldn't bring me anything.

I grab a piece of paper from my notebook and write my number down. I stand up to give it to her but she has already left. Where did she go, she must have gone away because I was staring. I am a stupid idiot. This was my chance to meet her and give her my number. But I can't spend a lot of time thinking about her. Tomorrow I have my first exam and I need to be at my best. So Finn and I spent the whole afternoon and evening studying till we were tired and went home.

I am in my bed and I need to sleep now. Tomorrow I have an early morning but I can't stop thinking about her. She is playing with my mind for real. Like I can't stop thinking about her. But I can't do anything to see her again, hoping faith will let us cross our paths sometime soon.