The Outlaw's Sister

Sammi Doll is the best.

I waited nervously at my bedroom window The boys had went out and left me with Sammi Doll. Apparently they were planning a surprise for me. I didn't know what. All I knew was that CC was refusing to look me in the eyes. Ashley was suspicious and the rest of the guys were excited. She had been attacking me with make up , hair spray and clothes for the past two hours. I was now wearing a really cute outfit. We had barely said two words to each other. There was too much tension in the room for me to handle. I felt as if I was going to fall apart at any minute. I knew she wanted to say something to me. I just didn't know how to initiate this conversation without causing a fight. I sat playing with the false nails on my fingers. They were irritating to say the least. I felt like biting them off. The Sammi came and sat down beside me. I looked at her straight faced. I breathed in slowly.

"Are you going to tell me whats going on?"

"Andy told everyone that your together."

"What!"

I started pulling the nails off trying to contain my anger and irritation that he had told everyone before I had even made up my mind completely. Sammi looked at me confused.

"Somethings wrong isn't there?"

"Sammi, me and Andy aren't a couple," I stated clearly. "We're just seeing each other."

She looked at me and laughed.

"I get it," She said. "Andy probably was really excited and didn't realize that he should have kept his mouth shut."

"I should be surprised." I said sarcastically.

Sammi looked at my destroyed nails and laughed.

"Oh well at least I don't need to worry about bloodstains."

"Yeah I guess." I giggled.

"You know he's been excited ever since he found out you were coming." She said. "I found it strange at first, but now I understand."

"Understand what?"

"He met you in the past didn't he?"

I knew I had to come clean to her. She knew something was going on between me and Andy. I guess everyone knew. They were just too afraid to ask.

"Yes." I croaked my voice hoarse. "Two years ago."

She looked as if she was trying to process this information. She bit her lip softly.

"How did you meet?"

I shook my head softly.

"I don't want to talk about it."

She looked at me as if she was finally beginning to understand me.

"Something bad happened," She said slowly as if she was scared I would break down. "Something bad happened to you."

I felt the tears well up in my eyes. I didn't want to tell her. I didn't want to see the look of pity in her eyes when I told her I was brutally violated. I had my last shred of innocence torn from me. What was supposed to be a special moment in my life was snatched from me. I wasn't the same girl I was two years ago.

"Sammi I can't talk about this," I choked out " Not now."

"Why?" She inquired.

I felt angry. I felt unbelievably furious. I didn't want to be questioned about the "circumstances" surrounding me and Andy's first meeting. That is the reason why I wanted no-one to know yet. I wanted to be able to make it seem feasible that in the short time we had know each other that we had developed feelings for each other. But Andy had to open his god damn mouth.

"Sammi please," I begged. " Don't make me talk about this."

She saw the tears in my eyes. Her breathing went shallow. Her eyes became vacant and dreamy. She bit her lip again. She was in a deep state of thought.

"I'm sorry," She said. "It's just everyone has been talking about it and I wanted to know the truth."

I looked into her eyes. I felt awful. Sammi was my friend. The only person I could slightly trust. I needed her.

"I'll tell you the truth eventually." I whispered.

She smiled sweetly. Her eyes began to sparkle again. I could see why Jinxx loved her so much. She was truly enchanting and delightful. She was an angel compared to me. She commanded the room and everyone was ordinary compared to her. Then her melody tossed me out of my thoughts.

"Do you want to know what their up to?" She said mischievously.

I began to bounce up and down like a small child.

"Tell me, Tell me Teeeeellllll Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" I practically screamed.

"Okay," She said, "But their going to kill me."

"Come on," I whinged, "You said you would tell me."

"Okay.." She said carefully. "Their helping Andy plan a date."

"Wait what." I said shocked.

"He's taking you on a date."

I began to giggle uncontrollably. I curled up into a little ball on the bed. I hugged myself laughing.

"Why are you laughing?" Sammi said confused.

"No-one has ever took me on a date before."

"Well fuck it I'm redressing you then."

"Why?"

"You need to look extra special now."

"Damn it!" I cursed. "I wish I said nothing now."

She picked out outfit two. We had debated over the two earlier. It was really cute. I picked it up. I shoved it on. Once I was done I strolled over to the mirror. I looked adorable. I smiled a lot. Sammi came up behind me. I turned round to face her. I hugged her tightly.

"Thank you."

She smiled. I could see that she was really happy. My third night in L.A and my life was already a mess. I thought I'd just be stuck with Ashley and that would be hell on its own. But I had a jealous CC and a love-struck Andy to deal with. Typical. After a small period of peace I had to deal with a mountain-load of drama. I shouldn't be surprised. On the other hand I have a true friend in Sammi. Which was worth all the drama. She had my back. Unlike some people.