Assassin angel (Natasha Romanoff x G¡p Reader)

Marcus

Y/n's POV

It is now five months into nat pregnancy and all I can say is I'm exhausted. Why didn't Tony warn me about the mood swings and weird ass cravings she was gonna have? Some nights she has me up at 3 a.m. just to get her some fucking donuts. WHAT STORE IS OPEN AT 3 A.M.

Anyway nat is with Wanda today so I get to sleep and relax. I'm in my bed getting comfy when my phone rings, of course I answer it

"Hello?"

"Hey baby, I miss you" Nat says from the other side of the phone, I have to sur press the urge to groan in anger

"Hey love, I miss you too, how is it with Wanda?" I would give almost anything in the world to just get an hour of sleep right now

"It's good we just arrived at the mall" She says and I hear a car door shut in the background

"That's good" I say and sigh

"Is that y/n on the phone? Nattt what did I say" I hear Wanda say and I thank all the gods

"Finee. Alright baby I gotta go, love you" Nat says sadly

"Love you too, have fun" I say then hang up. Now I can finally get some rest.

It's been an hour and I can't sleep! I don't know why so I just get up and walk to the training room. I was already in shorts and a tank top so I don't need to change. I start with the treadmill and run at my average pace for a good thirty minutes, then I move to bench press and do 3 sets of 15. I stop when I realized my musics missing

"Friday play my gym playlist" I say to the A.I. and the move on to the punching bag, can't forget to wrap my hands. I get lost in thought, thinking about Natasha, I truly love her and will do anything in my power to protect her and our soon to be child. She's having my child. I get another chance, what if I fuck up again? I could never forgive myself. I don't think I can do it again, I can't make Nat go through that pain if I fuck up. I can't leave her either though. What the fuck am I gonna do.

"Miss. Y/n you have a visitor" Friday says stopping the music, I look to the doors of the room and see Tracy making me stop punching

"Long time no see" she says with her signature smile

"What are you doing here" I ask unwrapping my hands

"Wow nice to see you too y/n/n" she says sarcastically, I make my way over to her without saying a word

"Are you okay?" She asked slightly confused and after a few seconds I hug her tight and she hugs me back

"Good to see you Trace" I say and give her one big squeeze then let her go

"So what brings you here?" I ask and lead her to the common area

"I wanted to check up on you" she says a little concerned, why didn't she just call then? That would've been way easier

"I'm good, a little tired but I'm good" I say honestly and she just analyses me for a minute and I furrow my eyebrows

"Y/n you can talk to me, I'm here whenever you need me" she says and now I'm confused. Is there something I don't know?

"What are you talking about" I ask genuinely confused, all she dose is grab my wrist and leads me outside, oh no, this can't be good if we're going outside, we only go outside to talk when it's serious

"I'm talking about Marcus Y/n" she says sadly and I stop walking. Marcus.

"What about him?" I ask looking down at the ground

"I'm making sure what happened in the past doesn't lead you to run away from the people you love again" she say and all the memories from all those years ago come rushing back.

"Does she know about him?" Tracy asked and I know that she's referring to Natasha

"No because it doesn't matter, that was years ago" I say and start walking to the woods not caring if Tracy follows me or not

"You need to talk about it to someone before it eats you alive" she tells me as she catches up to me

"Why? What good will it do? It'll show that I'm a monster"

"You did what you had to do and no one thinks you're a monster" she says and places a hand on my right shoulder, I quickly spin and slap her hand off of me

"I think I'm a monster Tracy! I do! I could've found another way! I didn't have to kill him! He was my son, my own blood and I killed him instead of trying to save him!" I yell at her

"His brain wasn't his own and we both know that, there was no way to get him back! If there's someone to blame it's that piece of shit witch!" She yells at me and I stand there not saying a word

"I think you need to talk to Amanda, it might help, she's been asking about you" she suggested. Amanda was Marcus's mother, my ex. Nothing too serious between us because we weren't each other's mates but we were good friends and even better pack leaders. I haven't seen her in like... 20 years?

"Fine we can go this weekend, we don't tell anyone until after. Got it?" I say sternly

"Got it" she nods, we start walking deeper in the woods and enjoy each other's presence. I wasn't expecting the past to be brought up so soon, i thought I had until the baby was born.

"So, how's Natasha and the baby?" Tracy asks cutting my thoughts short

"They're good, Nat is out with Wanda for the day, Oh and I gotta show you the baby's room I set up" I say excitedly

"Look at you being responsible" she teased and we laugh together

"Yeah, she's moody as hell and her food cravings concern me but who am I to judge I'm not the one forming a baby in my stomach" I shrug

"Damn I can't believe imma be a godmother" she says with a smile

"What makes you say your the godmother?" I asked looking at her with my eyebrow raised

"Because I'm your best friend and I'm the one who's felt with your shit the longest" she says and I can't argue with that

"You right" I say with a nod

"What are you gonna name it?" She asked and to be honest I have no idea

"If it's a girl I'll let Nat name her and if it's a boy I'll name him" I say then just stare off into the woods

"I miss him Trace" I say and break down, Tracy is quick to my side holding me up as I cry on her shoulder

"I know love, I know" she says as she runs my back

"Why? Why him? He was such a good kid" I sobbed

"Trust me Y/n we will make that witch pay one way or the other, just give it time" Tracy says with anger laced in her voice.

That witch will pay, and she will pay soon.