Sonnets in My Head

15. Shattered World

I feel alone, most of the time,
My thought echoes in my mind.
Not a soul in sight,
To be honest, it makes me terrified.

Noone to share my hapiness,
Noone to have my back.
Noone to cry to, when I'm sad,
Noone to share stories with, and laught at them.
Noone to talk to, and noone to hang out,
Feels like I'm fading away, all the time.

They say 'You're not alone, what do you mean?'
But they're not there, neither here,
They don't know, they don't see.

All the cracks and breaks in this world,
All is broken, all is shattered.
All the slivers, backdoors, gateways,
All the walls, and all the hallways;
Everything went sideways.

Mental health isn't different either.
I'm neither happy, nor sad. I'm just there. In my World.
It's full of despair.

- Silent