20. Love

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by oSlLENTo

by oSlLENTo

Is it just a feeling? Is it just a word?
Is it a whole new World?
It's four letters, yet so hard to understand.
What am I feeling, what do I think? I feel canned.
Caged, by this unmovable spell.

Who do I even love? Myself?
My sister, my mother, my friend?
Is that Love, itself? Or just another type?
I can't seem to figure it out..

Should I care for someone the way they do to me?
Or should I just not..

Stay forever enclosed, Father?
Turn inward, and not bother?
To know what I should do, or feel
I would need to understand Love; and what it means.

But I don't.
Still, I hope, on-and-on,
That one day,
I might say;
"I do."
But I don't think I ever will.

- Silent