I woke up with aaliyah sound asleep on top of me and I look at her smiling before reaching for my phone.
A wah time now..
I turned it on to see that it was 9:40 before I turned it back off.Mi nuh want wake har up but mi affi guh bathe.
I softly slip from under her replacing my body with the pillow groaning lowly.
Numbing cream nah do shit.
I glanced at her one last time before going into the hospital bathroom to get ready for the day.
Look like she did bathe from early cause a never that she inna.
I removed my clothes and looked down at my chest at the bandage covering where I was shot.
Pussy ole dem feel like seh mi ago mek dat slide.
I shake my head before entering the shower and turning it on.
~AFTER HIS SHOWER~
I stood over the bag of clothes that aaliyah had brought with her searching for perfume.
Yah idiot ute weh she a bring spray fah.
I hiss before zipping back the bag and sitting in the sofa while she's still asleep.
"Sir?"A squeaking voice said and i looked up to see a nurse instead of my doctor and I raised a brow.
Ears dem big tho.
"We have food for you to eat so you can take your meds"She says walking in with 2 bags and 3 different bottle of meds.
Watch yah.
I only hummed in response but she doesn't end the conversation."The 2nd bag has food for your girlfriend.Mi hope dat nuh sound weird".
"Nah dat gov."Is all I say and she nods making her way out.Ago eat some fi mek sure dem nah try drug mi ooman enuh.
"Dontae?"A soft voice said and I looked up to see aaliyah had woken up just as I spoke about her.
"Yea B"I say and she looks over at me while stretching.Everything she do just cute.
"Uh couldn't wake mi up back"She says and I smile "Caa believe yuh bathe inna di 6 o clock bells yuh weird enuh"I say and she rolls her eyes.
"Stop change ee subject..mi hungry"She says with a small pout."Just get food..but mi affi taste your own"I tell her and she furrows her brows.
"Wah mek?"She asks and I Simply say "Just want taste it"She doesn't question me further but she gets off the bed and walks to the side table for the food.
"Dem couldn't bring likkle coffee..mi nuh drink milo tea"She says hissing not picking up the tea.
She come like mummy.i thought to myself.
"Yah guh eat now?"She asks me and I nodd just admiring her looks even tho she just woke up.
"Yah sidung inna mi lap?"I asked biting my lip before she replies saying "It too early fi mi start pon yuh enuh".
She makes her way over to me with two black round plates with clear covers.She then sits down throwing her feet across my lap.
"Wah dis B?"I ask opening the plate."Food weh yuh fi eat because a yuh condition".
I hiss.
"Yah move suh it nuh even that bad"She says giggling and I look at her with a sassy look."Mine full up a crushed up medz and yah talk bout not bad"I say and she finally laughs.
I couldn't help but smile before wiping it off."Just eat it cause yuh fi glad dem gi yuh shrimp"She tells me using her fork to point.
"What if mi want sum else?"I ask her looking directly in her eyes."Wah yuh want eat dontae"She says rolling her eyes.
"You."I Simply say.She looks at me for 5 more seconds before turning her head blushing.I laugh before picking up my fork and digging in.
"It nuh bad..but a sumn else mi did want"I say chewing up the food and swallowing."Nuh you have gunshot wound sir?"She says her cheeks still pink.
"Dat nuh seh mi naave mi skills."I tell her and she kisses her teeth picking up the TV remote turning on the small wall tv.
I smile at her and looked back at my phone.
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"Ajay yah be immature as fuck!"I yelled at him as we argued about me cheating for the 5th time.
I didn't. Why would I leave somebody toxic just to cheat.
"If your stressted and want something to be mad about don't come and be mad at me for something that didn't happen"I told him while he just smoked.
I went back inside making my way to the bathroom slamming the door behind me.I kissed my teeth dragging out drawers to find the blade and my rag.
Once I found them I took them out and sat down on the floor slicing my arm while crying.
Everytime I'm happy god just takes it away from me and I fall back into a black hole.My family hardly contact me, my mom is dead and dad is god knows where.
Right now mi just feel like fi stab mi self and join mommy.Cause she warn me and mi never listen.
Blood was dripping fron my hand but didn't care I just wanted all this pain I was feeling to go away.And this is what helps.
Mi sorry mi break the promise about me not doing this again mom.she probably disappointed.
I stared ahead my vision blurry as I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down.
Mi never want me and ajay fi be toxic but he doesn't handle his problems properly.
Look at you talking my subconscious says.
I lifted my hand wiping my tears before I grabbed the rag and started cleaning up the cuts that had blood leaking from them.
"B?"I heard with a light knock on the door and I kissed my teeth not replying.I didn't reply."Nica just.."He sighed before i only heard silence.
Just as i thought he left the door came flying open and I gasped looking at him with a shocked expression.
