I was sitting in the bedroom with Ray who was in bed and unconscious the doctors said he might not wake up and that just makes things worse.
Yanique call di man 145 times..Mi nuh know how dem even know bout di war but then again dem a woman.
If him dead jayla ago regret it.Nah ask christ.All we affi do right now a pray n hope fi di best.Cause-
My thoughts are cut off by multiple machines beeping and ray's body shaking uncontrollably."Bumboclat"I spoke to myself before calling the doctors.
Five of them rushed into the room going over his body doing multiple things while I just stood there shocked.Wah di fuck a gwan right yasso dawg??.
The female doctor taps the machine trying ti get a response I'm guessing but nothing happens.Everybody stops what they're doing and the room goes silent.
"Di fuck Unuh stop fah?? Help him nuh dagw?!"I spoke shouting at them while they just looked.The male doctor walks out looking upset while the other four just stood there.
The one that looks younger walks over and pulls the sheet over covering his entire body."Time of Death,November 17th 5:20."She said and the older one wrote it down as the other girl walked out silent.
A muss joke.
A lie.
Ray??
Raymond??
Him nuh Dead..
"I'm sorry for your loss.."She said her voice sounding low as she walked out and the other doctor goes to speak but shuts up leaving too.
I step back now standing against the wall looking at the bed Ray is laying with his entire body covered.Him nuh gone.Nuh suh soon.
A dem nah do dem job good.
Mi nuh believe.
I can feel my eyes water but I look up sniffing.Memba badman nuh cry.Dat Ray always say.
I suddenly laugh thinking about it before I walk out.When I'm in the lobby I turn my head seeing the doctor from earlier write his name,time of death and reason.
Right now mi deven know if mi can drive..how mi fi tell dontae dis an we deh a war??.
Cya even keep it a secret either.Just ago sit him down and talk wid him lata.Right now mi nuh Inna mi right mind.
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I was in bed at home scrolling on instagram to take my mind off of my brother and my boyfriend. They went to war against God knows who today and I haven't gotten one call.
So you expect dem fi stop war fi call yuh??My subconscious asks.
