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"Jesus christ

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"Jesus christ.."I mumbled to myself while ajay stood there clearly looking at me.

".."The silence was just there.And best believe mi neva like it.I bit my lip hoping he said or atleast did something.

"Why yah do this B?.."he finally says and I sigh."Nothing-"I begin but he cuts me off."Nuh tell mi fuckry".

"Ajay it just numbs the pain okay?"I say annoyed as I pick up what I used to cut myself still holding the rag on the cuts.

"Mi nuh like see yuh like dis and yuh know that..we just need fi work thru tings b"He said switching up.Well atleast that's what I think.

"Mhm.."is all I say making my way past him.He grabbed my hand and I turned to look at him raising a brow."Come..we ago bathe".

We?.

I was hesitant but I went back inside the bathroom while he held my hand.Mi nah go talk..just ago mek him do him ting.

He stared at me for a while then kissed my neck and I smiled inwardly.

Butterflies.

He then signaled for me to take off my clothes and get in the shower and I did so while he did the same.

Try nuh look pon him-

We got in the shower and we softly grabbed my throat and kissed me before turning on the shower letting the water beat our body.

Aww

He took my strawberry shower gel off the wall shelves in the shower opening it and putting some in his hand.

He then started rubbing my neck with it and moved down to my chest slowly.He then reached where my breasts were and he softly grabbed them biting his lip.

This I smile visibly.

He rubbed them with the body wash for a good while and then removed his hands reaching for my rag.

Why mi feel nervous..

"Relax."He whispered in my ear and my body felt stiff.

••••
Ajay fixed up where I did self harm and kissed my scars telling me how much I'm beautiful and that I shouldn't hurt myself.

Him really have a soft side fi mi.

We were now laying in bed and I layed on his chest watching as he scrolled on his phone.

Him scroll fast yf.

"Jay why yuh nah mek di video dem play.. as dem come on yuh scroll"i said mugging him."Just me dat"He said in a chill tone.

I saw my favorite influencer chinee come on and I smacked his hand so he could let it play. He didn't fight back which was shocking.

"Har hair look suh"he says."Aye not too much on my girl"I said lifting my head and pointing at him.

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