Love You Secretly [MTL]

Ch 36

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At the end of the sentence, he tilted his chin slightly and placed a kiss on Taoxi's lips.

The kiss was very light, like a superficial touch, but it still made her body tremble uncontrollably.

The ambiguous atmosphere became more and more stalemate.

Shang Huaiqing held her waist tightly with one hand, and lightly pinched her chin with the other hand. The movement was very gentle, but he turned her face to his side domineeringly, and then his kiss aggressively occupied her lips lip.

Tao Xi closed her eyes, let the tip of his tongue touch her teeth, and penetrated deep inside, stripping away the last of her reason inch by inch.

She clasped her hands on his bare shoulders, but she couldn't use any strength. When she was about to sink, Shang Huai hugged her tightly and held her in his arms.

The bodies of the two were almost pressed together, without any gaps, Taoxi almost involuntarily approached him, with his arms crossed, hooking his shoulders, the remaining consciousness gradually sank in his unscrupulous kiss.

until it disappears.

In the end, her whole body fell into his passionate and pungent kiss.

Until at night after taking a shower and lying on the bed, Tao Xi was still reminiscing about that kiss with Shang Huaiqing just now.

In the narrow hallway, he was shirtless, hugging her tightly, kissing her hotly, as if he wanted to completely possess her.

But at the end of the obsession, reason still prevailed.

Tao Xi lay there on her side, hugging the thin blanket, even if it was just aftertaste, she would still blush because of that kiss, and her heartbeat would follow, she grabbed the thin blanket and buried her whole face Go in, slow down for a while, and the whole person slowly calms down.

Later, she didn't know when she fell asleep. When she woke up again, there was only a little light in the room, and the sound of rain falling could be heard outside the window. It seemed to be less rainy than last night.

Tao Xi got up from the bed, reached out to touch the mobile phone on the bedside table, she turned on the screen, and looked at the time, it turned out that it was just past seven o'clock in the morning.

Seeing that she was no longer sleepy, she put her phone aside, got out of bed, and opened the curtains.

Sure enough, it was still raining outside, but it was indeed a little lighter than last night. During the day, we should be able to go to the bamboo forest with Shang Huaiqing.

She opened the window to get some air, and then walked out of the room in her pajamas.

I thought Shang Huaiqing hadn't gotten up yet, but as soon as he walked out of the room, Taoxi saw him leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows not far away, holding a mug in one hand, and he didn't know whether it was water or a mug. coffee.

Hearing the sound, he turned his head and asked Tao Xi: "Wake up so early?

" Arm, the probe smelled it, and it turned out that the mug was filled with coffee.

"Would you like a drink? I'm making a latte."

Tao Xi shook his head, "I'll brush my teeth and wash my face first, and then I'll drink the coffee you made after breakfast." "

Okay, let's go first. Let's go to the bamboo forest."

Tao Xi hummed, then turned and walked towards the bathroom.

When she came out again, Shang Huaiqing had already prepared a sumptuous breakfast. After the two of them finished eating, they took out the raincoats they bought earlier, packed their backpacks briefly, and set off for the bamboo forest.

There were not many vehicles on the road in rainy days, but the taxi driver did not dare to drive too fast due to the slippery road, and finally arrived at the destination after driving at a constant speed for more than half an hour.

After getting out of the car, the rain was even lighter than that in the morning. Looking through the slight drizzle, the green bamboo forest in the distance was shrouded in mist, like a landscape painting, and even more like a fairyland far away from the world.

Shang Huaiqing walked over and helped Taoxi put on the hat of the raincoat: "Put the hat on, or you will

catch a cold easily." The cap did not come off.

Her face is only the size of a palm, wrapped in a white rain hat, and the two small black ears on the outside make her more elf and cute.

Adorable as some kind of small animal.

Shang Huai smiled, and couldn't help pinching her cheeks with both hands: "Such a cute hat has to be worn all the time, otherwise I won't be able to see you so cute."

Tao Xi wrinkled her small nose, and glanced at the small ears on Shang Huai's rain hat: "But at your age, it seems inappropriate to wear such a cute thing." "..." Shang Huaiqing pulled

his She walked forward with her hand, and said with a smile, "Why are you still attacking my age? I'm not much older than you, am I only two years older?" "But I'm only twenty-five, and you are

two Seventeen."

"Is there a difference?"

"Yes, you will be thirty soon, and there will be a generation gap between me and you."

Even though there is a difference of two years, it seems like a generation difference.

Walking along the winding bluestone road into the bamboo forest, the breeze blows over the cheeks, the coolness of the drizzle, and the dry fragrance of the green bamboo. When you take a big breath, you will feel refreshed and refreshed.

There are not too many people in the bamboo forest, only occasionally three or two tourists pass by. The further you go in, the surrounding area becomes more empty and quiet. Shang Huai leaned on the two of them.

I don't know how far I walked, and an abandoned temple gradually appeared in front of me, and a few tourists were stopping there to take pictures.

"There is a wishing tree here that is very spiritual, especially for marriage and love. I will take you to see it." Shang Huaiqing squeezed Taoxi's palm lightly.

Taoxi approached him: "But this temple looks abandoned." "

Yes, this temple has been like this since I was a child, maybe because it is in the depths of the bamboo forest, it has not changed, and it has been preserved like this until now." Shang Huai Preaching.

"Oh." Tao Xi nodded slightly, as if interested, she grabbed Shang Huaiqing's hand and couldn't help speeding up her pace.

The drizzle passed by, and the abandoned temple in front gradually appeared in front of the eyes. The blue-gray bricks and tiles were drenched in the rain, and the color became deeper and more solemn. The surrounding area was still surrounded by fog, and the green bamboo pierced the sky, brave and fearless, like an upright guard guard the temple.

The fidelity of an old love.

Stepping into the gate of the temple, the Buddhist hall in front has no incense candles. Although it has been abandoned for a long time, the inside is very clean.

"Shall we go and make a wish first?" Shang Huaiqing casually pointed to the side room next to him.

Tao Xi looked in the direction of his finger, and in the wing room not far away, there was an old man making wishing bamboo inside.

She nodded: "Okay, I also really want to see how the wishing bamboo is made." "

Then let's go."

The two lifted their feet and walked towards the side room.

Stepping into the wing room, only two or three tourists can be seen, but the branches extending into the room outside the window are almost covered with wishing bamboos of various sizes drawn by red strings.

When the old man saw the two of them coming in, he didn't put down the work he was doing. He just nodded and said hello: "If you want to make a wish, here are ordinary wishing bamboos, as well as concentric bamboos specially prepared for lovers, and heart-loving bamboos.

" Without waiting for them to ask questions, the old man continued on his own: "The same heart bamboo is to wish your relationship will last forever, and the love bamboo is to write what you each want to give to each other, but you can't read it now after writing, you have to wait Come back and see it in a year."

After listening to the old man, Shang Huai tilted his head and asked Tao Xi: "Which one do you like, Concentric Bamboo or Qingxin Bamboo?"

Tao Xi almost replied without thinking, "Qingxin Bamboo, it sounds more interesting, let's finish writing today, and come back next year to see what the other party has written." "

Okay, I think this is better.

" He pushed the table over: "Sit down, each on one side, and write to me."

Shang Huaiqing and Tao Xi each took a Qingxin bamboo, and sat down on both sides of the table.

Spreading out the white paper and taking the pen handed over by the old man, Taoxi sat there and thought for a while, wondering if it was because of the rendering of the environment. Also followed quiet down.

There was also a different kind of emotion in her heart.

Compared with the words of being happy with you, she wants to hide those things in the dark, and write them down in Qingxin Bamboo, so that he can find out slowly.

She picked up the pen, and slowly wrote down on the paper what she wanted to confide in him.

These few days in the South are the happiest days in my life, but I still want to tell you some things that I can't open my mouth.

It may be due to self-esteem, or it may be my natural awkward and sensitive emotions. When I am with you, I occasionally feel inferior, thinking that you are so good and worthy of the real best girl, not like me.

I always feel that I am not good enough anywhere, and that I am not good enough for you.

These emotions have sneaked up during the relationship with you, but they were quickly submerged in the happiness with you.

But you know what?

Even if I am so happy, I still think pessimistically, if one day I suddenly lose you, how should I live.

I know I shouldn't think about it, just enjoy the moment.

But you know, people's emotions are uncontrollable, maybe in the future I will have such awkward emotions because of other things, maybe one day I will feel very tired, so tired that I want to give up this relationship, Even want to leave you.

If one day, I mean if, there really is such a day, I can no longer give you joy and happiness, and when the time comes when I have to leave, I hope you will not be too sad.

I also hope you can understand one thing.

Whether I agree to be with you or leave you, it is because I want you to be happy.

After finishing writing, Taoxi rolled up the paper and handed it to the old man next to him. When he looked up, Shang Huaiqing who was opposite had already finished writing, and the old man even helped him make his love bamboo.

"Has yours been written?"

Shang Huaiqing nodded slightly, and raised the bamboo in his hand: "Well, mine is ready."

He glanced at Taoxi's bamboo in the old man's hand, and then Said: "I'm really curious about what you wrote, a piece of paper is almost filled by you." "

I won't tell you." Tao Xi lowered his eyes, closed the cap of the pen, and seemed to be talking to himself again. "I hope you never have to read those words."

After receiving the Qingxin bamboo made for her from the old man, after paying the payment, he and Shang Huaiqing walked to the window and tied the Qingxin bamboo to the branch together.

"Should we continue to walk into the bamboo forest later?"

Shang Huaiqing glanced at his watch, and said back to Tao Xi: "It's almost noon, let's go to a gazebo in front and have some sandwiches before we make plans, how about that? "

"That's fine, I'm really hungry."

"Then let's go." Shang Huaiqing took her hand.

After leaving the abandoned temple, after walking not far, they saw the pavilion on the side of the road, and the two of them walked over directly.

After sitting down, Shang Huaiqing took off his raincoat, then took out a sandwich from his bag and handed it to Tao Xi: "Here, it tastes like salmon sauce." Tao Xi took it: "When did you prepare it?" "

Do it?" During breakfast, I made two by chance, and it will be afternoon when I go back here, so I have to prepare something to eat when I come." Shang Huaiqing took out another bottle of juice from his bag, unscrewed the bottle cap and handed it to Tao Xi.

Tao Xi continued to take it: "When you were young, did you often come to the bamboo forest with your friends like this, like an outing?

" A few of our little friends often camp there, and we can watch the stars at night, but what is even more amazing is that when we sleep in the middle of the night, the surrounding area is silent, and only the rustling sound of the wind blowing through the bamboo forest is left in our ears. It sounds very comfortable."

"Camping here in the bamboo forest, watching the stars and listening to the wind in the middle of the night, I also want to experience it." Tao Xi said enviously.

"There will be a chance. The rainy season is not suitable for camping now. You have to wait until autumn." "

Okay." Tao Xi took a bite of the sandwich.

Swallowing the sandwich, she asked Shang Huaiqing: "Then what are our plans for the next two days?"

Shang Huaiqing took two or three sips of drinks, thought for a while, and replied: "If it doesn't rain tomorrow , I'll take you to our market for a stroll, but if it rains, then we'll go eat seafood and watch a movie."

"Okay, I'll follow your arrangement."

To Taoxi, it doesn't matter whether it will rain tomorrow or not, as long as Shang Huaiqing is by her side, it doesn't matter where she goes or what she does.

The company of being together day and night is worth all the hustle and bustle in this world.

In a short period of time, it was just spending the last few days of June with Shang Huaiqing in a small town in the south, but Tao Xi had the illusion that she had spent her whole life with him.

It wasn't until she returned to Qingbei and started to get busy that she finally got out of the trance of those few days.

Entering July, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and Taoxi stays at home almost every day to revise the manuscript or write a side story.

When she was busy, Shang Huaiqing didn't bother her, but stayed at her house and had dinner with her. When she was writing, he just nestled on the sofa and read the script, and stayed with her all the time.

However, the days of being together passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it was mid-July, and Shang Huaiqing had to leave Qingbei to go to the crew for a closed training camp.

On the day of leaving, Taoxi specially took time to send him to the airport. On the way to the airport, she still didn't feel the real feeling of separation. These days, she got along with him day and night, and it has become a habit to be by each other's side almost every day.

When Taoxi took him back on the plane alone, the seat next to her was half empty, and she finally felt a great sense of reluctance, or loneliness, in her heart.

When she got home, she opened the door and saw that there were only four cats in the small room. Without the familiar figure who accompanied her every day, she suddenly felt empty and uncomfortable in her heart.

In fact, she has long been used to the way of getting along with Shang Huaiqing. When he went to film in other places, she waited for him to come back at Qingbei's side.

Or maybe she's even used to living alone.

But when she really experienced the parting, she knew what she needed deep in her heart, she wanted him to stay, and she wanted him to be with her every day.

It's like tasting honey, becoming addicted, and it's hard to quit, that kind of superficial greed.

Because Shang Huaiqing participated in the training camp, she couldn't check her mobile phone often. Even though it was hard to leave at first, she didn't bother him, but digested those unpleasant emotions alone.

Continue to work on her physical publishing.