HIDING THE TRUTH

DIFFERENT FROM THE PAST

Me and my brother always had little fights about mostly everything but I didn't knew that it would ever go this far.

My ears hurt even though I am the one screaming I can see his scared face. I can't see anything my eyes are blurry. I am crying. He moves backwards. Away from me. Why is everybody leaving me... no. It's my fault why am I saying that stuff to him. Hurting him....

How did this happen again? I guess it was about dad. Or about my problems. I am sitting on my bed scrolling through social media apps. The selfie I took about a hour ago already got over 500 likes. I should take one now as well. I open the camera as I flinch. I almost forgot about the fight me and akito had.

My eyes look horrible my face is red. My heart is still beating fast. What is he thinking of me. I always hurt him. When we were younger we always used to fight. About games about toys about food and mostly everything but we would forgive ourselves pretty fast. What about now?

He probably hates me by now. Thinking of that makes my heart beat faster. I clench to my phone. Hopping he wouldn't . Suddenly message pop's up.

K: enanan are you coming to the Sekai today?

The sekai is good to calm down . I'm worried about akito but I have to get my thoughts off.

Enanan: I'm going rn. See you guys later~ (⁠◠⁠‿⁠◕⁠)

Typing like that makes nobody think I just cried. Now I just have to do a bit make up. Change my appearance not make anybody worry. That's what I always do. The only right answer. After all....