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Warnings: strong language, anxiety, alcohol
A/N: i cant believe this is actually the last chapter of live wire! It has been a journey, for me and for Angie. I think I've been working about 1,5 years on this, which is crazy! I'm not ready yet to leave Angie, there's so much more in store for her. It's only just getting started. But it's beautiful to see where this story started and where it will end. She's been through so much and the whole point of starting this story was to break taboos and let people know it's okay that you're not doing okay. Life isn't a fairy tale most of the time unfortunately. But a lot can happen. And if I somehow helped any of you with this I'm very happy. It's also been a very personal story for me and it's only getting more and more personal due to some things I've encountered recently and what's currently happening in my life. So in a way it's also therapeutic for me ;) anyways, this is the last chapter of live wire but there will be a second book! I just didn't wanna drag this on for like 100 chapters. I hope you enjoy this last one and hopefully see you all for the new book next year. Much love xx***
Just wanted to share some lyrics of songs I love that I think go well with this story. First few remind me of Angie and Nikki's relationship and the last of Angie and Tommy's.~~~
I can see it, baby
I see the waters on the rise
Your lips are sealed, darling
I can read it from your eyes
I can feel it coming
It won't take me by surpriseIf you don't love me, darling
If you don't love me, let me go
It's been showing lately
You can't take it anymore
If you don't want me, darling
If you don't love me, let me goSome things are hard to live with
But harder to live without
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Ready or not
Keep me from leaving
Give me a sign
Something to believe in
Don't let me go
Just let me hold you
If you don't love me now
You never will
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Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long living in Hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to helpAll of this drinkin' and smokin' is hopeless
But feel like it's all that I need
Somethin' inside of me's broken
I hold on to anything that sets me freeI'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
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I don't know if he's an angel
'Cause angels don't do what he did
He was hellbent to find the man behind
All the whiskey scars I hid
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It's been 60 months and she still comes
To see me from time to time
It was worth the price, to see a brighter side
Of the girl I picked up that night
And I might be here forever
It ain't paradise, that's true
But it's whole hell of a lot better
Than the place I sent him to
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Live Wire
FanficWhen Angie turned 23, she moved from a small town in Wyoming to Los Angeles, hoping to leave her shitty life behind and start over. Hollywood is the beacon for everyone who wants to make it in the entertainment industry, hoping to become successful...