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(This chapter is fully dedicated to anirudh.)
Anirudh pov
I was in my room sitting in the couch,my hand was bleeding.Everyword of bondita pierce my heart,breaks my heart. While crying
I said:
"Kya pata tha bondita ki aisa waqt bhi aayega,main tumhe har roj to dekhunga lekin baat nhi hogi."
main tumhe ye batana chahunga,ki pareshan ho gya hu main tumse dur reh kar ab mujhe tumse aur dur nhi jaana. Lekin,sach kahu to tumhe ye baate bata nhi paunga.
Lekin mujhe abhi bhi ummid h ki hmara purana waqt phirse lautega,wo tumhara pyar,care,sharartein sab wapas lautengi.
"Kaun kehta h ki hm tabah nhi h,
Meri barbadi ka bas koi gawah nhi h,
Sab dekhte h mujhe muskurate huye,
Kyuki rone ko liye koi jagah nhi h."
"Majburi mein jab hum juda hote h,
Zaruri nhi ki hum bewafa hote h,
De kar hum tumhari ankhon mein ansu,
akele mein hum tumse bhi jyada rote h."
"I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could,I guess it's my inseurities acting up."
"Kaun kehta h ki teri yadon se bekhabar hu main,
Meri ankhon se puch meri har raat kaise beeti."
"I want to hug you tight and say sorry for all the mistakes I made."
Tum mere dil ki sabse jyada kareeb ho bondita,isliye tumhari kahi hui baatein sabse jyada chubhti h.
*I shouted*
Nafrat karti ho na mujhse, toh meri kadar kyu karti ho??
If you could see it from my point of view bondita,you had understand why I had made that decision.
Main mehsoos kar rha hu apni laparwahi ko...
I can't sleep at night beause all that stuff runs around my mind.
"Kabhi -Kabhi lagta h wapas chl jaun zindagi ke kuch paalon mein,kuch badalne nhi pr tumhare sath beeta hua har lamha mehsus krne."
Samajh nhi paoge kis dard se meri zindagi guzar rhi h ,na koi sunne waala h or na hi baat karne wala.
Sometimes someone's words effects us so much that,we became silent and think ,Am I really that bad??
Pov end
The last word left from his mouth before drifting into the sleep.
Anirudh-I-I'm so-sorry.
He slept while all the things were going on one person has seen all these things and recorded it.
(What do you think about anirudh??
Who had record all his talks?? Comment it down.BYE!!)
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Anidita:MEDIATOR
Romance🥈-painful #4-babu #5-colors #16-anidita #17-aurrisht The story is from manorma track where anirudh gives two options to bondita and she chose to go to dalahouse!!!
