(This ch is dedicated to hsj because we need to know his pain)
HSJ POV
After hugging her for while I bid goodbye and went to my roomh,capturing the glass I broke that glass with the pressure of my hand.
I broke in tears,sitting on the floor, leaning my back in the wall.I said,
"Yeah!! I love her but it's not in my hand to force her to love me.And,I will never force her too.
Because for me her happiess is important,and she find her happiness on him.
I want that they reunite,and I'm trying that too.
I am trying to control my emotions. But,what can my poor heart can do."
I hold her picture on my hand.
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I clicked her many random photos.Whach are still in my album.
"Mujhe kuch rahat si milti h tere kareeb, Meri aafat dur se lagti h tere karib, Ye naya ishq ka aagaz h ya khuda ne likh di aur tabahi mere naseeb mein"
"Maybe--Maybe one day you will look for me, Maybe one day you will finally find love for me, But I am sure that will be too late."
"From the corner of my eyes,I look at you.Glimpses of you.That's it."
Main use kuch keh bhi nhi skta par bondita,
While looking at her photo.
"Tab sochna tha, Mere naa kehne par bhi , Meri zindagi ka hissa bani thi tum, Lakh koshis ki thi tumhe samjhane ki, Phir bhi dil me ghar basaya tumne, Jis baat ka dar tha wahi hua, Mera yeh dil teri wajah se khandar hua"
"Aakhri kuch lamhe uske sath sath guzar raha hu,uske jaate jaate main hi na guzar jaun"
He let out a sad chuckle.
"Bondita!! You told me about multiuniverse. So,I hope in other universe you also talk to me non-stop And ask me about my day,care for me endlessly and hold me tight when I feel low."
Main tumhe bhulane ki koshis kar rha hu...
"Aur kon kehta h humne tujhe bhulane kis koshis na ki, Un yaadon ke aadalat mein hazri nhi bhari, Sab kar liya dekh kar, Magar,teri haseen tasvir meri zehen se hat jaati, Ye raatein,ye tanha raatein kat jaati"
And you know what.. you told me that poetries helps to heal the person But,I realized that not all poetries helps you to heal some reopen,the deepest wound of the scars concealed."
He closed his eyes keeping the picture close to his chest hugging it,he leaned his back on the wall and slept on the floor while crying.
(Hey cuties!! Sorry for this second lead trauma again. Plz vote and comment bcz it motivates me and I am very disappointed from the results which I'm getting.BYE!!)
