R18
Josh is really oblivious. Ken thought.
There's so much on his plate right now, their world tour, his planning for his new ep, his clothing line, and many more, then here's Josh, testing all of his patience.
He's trying to convey all of his hidden feelings for the older man through actions yet the said man can't even have a single clue for it.
He's getting frustrated and anxious as time passes by and they're still on their unrequited flirting stage. He resists the urge to roll his eyes on the thought.
Today is their last leg for their Pagtatag World Tour and they still have more appointments to attend to. They still have a flight to Boston for JVKE's concert and he's planning to spend time with Josh before and after their flight.
Now that he thinks of it, he started looking for Josh but he's nowhere to be found. "Ms. Bea, asan po si Josh?" He gently asked his manager who is currently fixing his hair for their concert later.
"May kausap sa cellphone eh. Lumabas saglit." She slowly explained.
"Oh. Sino daw po?" He carefully asks so it'll be not obvious that he's that eager to know.
Ms. Bea suddenly stopped fixing his hair and looked at him through the mirror with arched brows. "At ba't gusto mong malaman?"
Ken avoided her gaze and pretended that it meant nothing. "Wala lang, masama bang magtanong?" He pouted and when he lifted his gaze up into the mirror, he saw Josh walking towards Justin.
They looked like they were talking about something serious but he just let them be and completely focused on his thing.
The problem with Josh is he's just too oblivious of Ken's advances. For example, on their way here to Edmonton, he patiently waited for him outside their room so they could walk outside the hotel at the same time and maybe eat some food and they did.
But he's always ending up their conversation with "You're really the best among my friends, Ken! Thank you for spending time with me!" Now, Ken has all the means to be disappointed in what Josh always says but who is he to feel that if the latter beams at him with his cute adorable squishy bunny smile!
He've mustered all his courage just to step out of his comfort zone and finally take his first move on the adorable man and the said man's out there, thinking that all of his flirting is just for their fucking friendship!
Ken let out a frustrated sigh and deflated on his seat. Ms. Bea tapped his shoulders and said, "Don't worry, he'll get a hold of your feelings soon." She smiled after so Ken just gave her a rather forced smile. She left the deflated man soon after making sure that he's all set.
What am I supposed to do with you, Josh?
He thought while staring at him through the mirror while he's talking deeply with Justin. Josh also looked frustrated for unknown reasons and he had no energy to ask him right now what's bothering him. He's just too tired to talk.
Maybe I should give it a rest? Or stop temporarily and just continue when we come back to the Philippines so I can also talk to him properly?
Ken let out another tired sigh because he seriously didn't know what to do.
He stood up and went outside their dressing room and saw Pablo on the viewing deck. He walked towards him and tapped his shoulders. Pau stiffened for a moment but relaxed after seeing him.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"Musta na? May progress na ba?" Pau asked, averting his gaze at him to look at the view below them.
