Devotion (Jamaican🇯🇲) COMPLETED

Chapter 53

Abigail

"la la la la la la la la laaaaaaa meansss"

"I loveeee youuu!!!" i exclaimed kissing the sweet smelling chuncky handsome baby boy a thousand times. he laughed loudly kicking his soft feet into the air as he tried to block my face from blowing his tiny stomach with kisses. he stared at me holding my long hair that hovered over his face breathing heavily he curiously looked at my hair. he loves the song. everytime i played it on my phone he tried to sing but he only could say the La and it made me laugh so much. i always sung that song to him just to see his small pink lips poking up as he strugged to sing. inaudible cooes echoed filled my room and my laughter of joy as i played with him. He's so happy today he's been teething and  it's not hurting him right now because before his little bath I gave him a small popsicle. He has one little tooth fully pushed out I cried about it for two weeks straight . And his little emty gum when he laughs is utterly cuteness🥰😭🥰😭🥰 when you carried something for 9 months felt every kick everything see their first cry their first smile their first frown their first teeth. It's something that drives a mother crazy.

My precious baby. This little ice cream cake lover from my womb has a teeth. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal but it's my baby. He's growing.

My wittle stinkabutt. Mommy's wittleeeee cuteeeeeee shittypampasbwoy has his first teeth🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹my sweet sweet sweettttttttt baby.

"I lov you i lov you i lov you Eli!, I love you mi sweet Angel mommy loves youuuuu" i told him a thousand times. i continued to rub 100 percent natrual olive oil through his fluffy curly hair I placed baby lotion onto his soft skin as i staredd at him. he was so precious. he looked at me and he smiled causing my heart to melt. him and Zion were the reason i lived. i loved them like i never loved anything before.

"la la la!!!" He exclaimed and i laughed kissing his cheek causing him to scream loudly. he was such a cute little boy. i stared at his round eyes and that smile that was the dead stamp of him dutty puppa that i some what hate somewhat still felt in love with. i shook my head as i remembered what he said to me over those messages while i was pregnant with elijah. that i was conflicted. maybe it was true.  as sometimes he was all i could think about and my heart still races..

"say mama pweaseeeeeeee?? i said to elijah tickling his neck. he giggled touching my cheek.

"mama MA MA??!!" i said excitedly. he stared at me as he glanced away over at the tv.

"da da da da!!!!" he screamed in my face and i shook my head disappointingly.

"No mama-

"ADADADADA dadada!" he screamed.

"yuh see you? a styling ting yuh deh pan because me share my womb wid yuh fi nine months fi yuh come and look exactly like him!!!! and me a ask yuh fi say mama and you a diss me suh really? i asked him tickling him blowing farts on his fat stomach. He giggled uncontrollably loudly showing his toothless mouth and I kissed him.

Gio would've been so happy to hear him say dada. last time he asked me "him ever say dada? i told him "no, him only ever say mama" with an attitude. LYING, knowing damn well everytime i ask this little bwoy wah look just like him to say mama he yells dada in my face. it can bun me??!!

"Look how you fight me a while ago when me try bathe yuh? now you nice and clean and fresh? hmm? look how mommy baby fresh? i smiled picking him up in my arms. he smiled staring at me then when i realized he was looking at me for too long my smile faded. why was he pushing and grunting and balling up my blouse. i begun to laugh.