Devotion (Jamaican🇯🇲) COMPLETED

Chapter 57

10 days

Abigail

"Me ago ask yuh this one more time, yuh fuck him? jermaine asked.

His eyes were dark and calm, it was way too calm for me. i felt a wave of heat flowing over me from head to toe as his eyes stared at me for an answer. i was staring at the black glock on his hip that looked at me from his blue floral shorts below his jeans. i was scared to look up at him. i knew hed be able to tell immediately. i felt like a peace of shit, i felt regret. regret for sleeping with gio. i cheated this time. all those other times i was sure i was broken up with Jermaine but this time i actually cheated. i parted my lips to say a word but nothing could come out. only tears straying from my swollen eyes.

"A did m-mistake. i-it was never my intention it just happened" i looked up at him. the look in his eyes were indescribable. they were numb and dull and aceptful. he gulped as he stood there staring at me. he was as stiff as a mannequin and motionless. he didnt utter a word. then slowly he begun to shake his head from side to side. i knew he was hurt. deeply when he wasnt speaking. he was silent.

"Me swear to you jermaine me never guh there with the intention me just guh there fi make him see elijah and it just happened. Im so sorry!!! Me sorry jermaine"

Jerking his slinder arm from my small hards, he looked at me with total disbeif and my legs became weak and i felt as if i was going to throw up wondering what was in his mind? if he had even said something I'd be less hurt. I wanted him to shout or scream or even slap me or call me out my name i wanted him to do or say something but he never did, when he did my heart broke into shattered.

"me cya believe yuh guh deh behind mi back. after yuh seh dis bwoy force yuh fi fuck him and him beat yuh nearly kill yuh and him load gun and put it pan yuh head and him disrespect yuh, yuh birth him baby and me take yuh back me mind the likkle bwoy like seh a my own son. me treat yuh like a queen me give yuh houses cars money me give yuh more than wah even mi self have me married yuh me give yuh everything inna mi name me barely have nothing fi mi self but the clothes pan mi back and yuh fuck pan me"

"yuh fuck pan me abi me give yuh every jesus ting! and yuh get up and guh a man yaad guh fuck and come back ya wid him scent pan yuh inna mi place?-

"jermaine it was an acc-

"TAKE OFF MI FUCKING RING GIVE ME BACK NOW!!!!" he shouted at me. i couldnt see his face anymore. my eyes soaked with tears causing my vision to become blurry, my lips turned and my heart was broken hearing those words. he held his hand out grabbing my small wrist he pulled the diamond ring off of my finger making my legs weak and my voice to hollor.

"mommy? zion came to the door. his small eyes filled with confustion as he stared at us and jermaines head swiftly turned to look at him.

"gwaan a yuh room" jermaine told him.

"mommy why yuh cry? he asked ignoring jermaine.

"EH BWOY ME SEH GAH YUH ROOM!!!" jermaine said sternly and he walked away. his angry eyes turned to look at me as he shook his head from side to side.

"yuh see because of dem four pickney deh, and me nuh wah dem motherless me ago spear yuh cause if yuh a did just anybody me give yuh one bloodclaat shot inna yuh head. me and yuh done!! nothing yuh can say or do fi fix wah yuh do. if me ever need help me rather dead stranger help me every love weh me ever feel fi yuh gone and when me dead dont show up a mi fineral me hate yuh"