||Why do you always stare?|| -Bill Kaulitz x fem reader.

Ch. 12💋

*knock knock knock*

I flew downstairs at the sound of the knocking, and swung my front door open clinging on to Ada with all my strength.

"Y/n you haven't seen me for a day! Didn't know you missed me that much." Ada giggled while hugging me back.

"I need so much help, I need to figure out what to do!" I shouted while dragging Ada upstairs.

Once we were in my room and I told her everything we had a plan.

"Okay y/n, we need you to look like you know what you're doing. I'll pick you a cute outfit and you'll get ready, and then I'm dropping you off at Bills, and you'll talk everything over." Ada stated while holding my hands.

I hesitantly nodded then started getting ready.
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Once I was all cleaned up and in order, ada drove me to Bills. I was panicking, and for what?

My leg bounced with anxiety and Ada looked at me.
"Y/n you'll be fine! You guys will talk it over and everything will be great! You literally slept with the dude there's nothing you can't talk about at this point." Ada laughed while poking my cheek.

I giggled in response knowing she was right.

Once we pulled up near the twins house, I hesitated to get out.

"My god n/n! If you don't go I'll go knock and scream at Bill to come downstairs!" She said like a mom.

"Okay okay im going! I'll call you if anything." I replied with an eye roll while getting out of the car.

Ada smiled at me then parked down the street. I walked up to the door and lightly knocked. Tom answered.

"Didn't expect to see you y/n, what's up?" He asked while leaning on the side of the door.

"I came to see Bill." I replied with a shrug.

He chuckled.
"He'll be happy to see you. He's in his room, just knock on his door." Tom said while a smile.

I giggled and gave him a hug, then moved past him and went up the stairs.
I heard music coming from Bills closed door. I slowly walked up to the door and knocked.

No answer. I knocked again but with more force. Then the door swung open.

"What?!" Bill shouted not expecting to see me. His eyes lightly widened.
He was in a black graphic tee, baggy jeans, and his makeup was done, followed by all his jewelry and a cigarette in his mouth.

I assumed that he was going out.

"Sorry for yelling, I just wasn't expecting it to be you." Bill sorrily replied and rubbed the back of his neck.

I softly smiled.

"It's okay, you didn't answer the phone so I'm not surprised that you didn't know." I said while crossing my arms.

He let me in, and his room was filled with smoke.
"Open a window." I said while walking over to the locked window and pulling it open.

When I turned back around, I was surprised when Bill hugged me. I hugged back breathing in his scent.

"I got scared when I didn't see you next to me this morning." He mumbled into my hair while his strong arms were still wrapped around me.

I pulled away and looked up at him.

"That's why I'm here....I just wanna talk about some things." I replied quietly.

He understood and we sat on his bed.
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I crossed my legs then faced him.

"Sorry for disappearing on you, I just needed to think things through."

Bill looked at me with a soft look in his eyes.

"I get it." He replied while scooting closer to me.

"I just think I said some things that I didn't think through yesterday, and I'm still a little shocked that we..." I stopped.

I saw his face fall slightly.

"Did you not want to? Did I do something wrong?" He replied with panic laced in his voice.

"No of course not Bill. Us sleeping together was one of the best things that has happened to me." I laughed.
"I just don't remember everything that I said last night."

I saw Bill smile.

"You said you loved me." He replied.

I felt my face burn up. Now I remember exactly what I said.

I sat in silence for a moment.

"I do love you Bill. A lot, that's why I wanted to talk to you because I was scared that both of us being drunk was the only reason any of this happened." I said with my eyes lightly watering.

Bill hugged me.

"Y/n us being drunk doesn't change anything. I love you too, more then anything. I've loved you since that fight. I never want to lose you, last night was the best thing that has ever happened to me." He said while still hugging me.

I pulled away and kissed him. My heart was blooming. I wanted Bill, more then anything.

He kissed back and we were tangled In each others arms. He pulled away and looked at me.

"Will you be my girlfriend y/n? I want you to be mine." He said while deeply looking into my eyes.

"Of course." I replied with a smirk.
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Me and Bill were official, it all felt like a dream. I stayed with him for a few hours, and we just talked and held each-other.

"So, I noticed that you were all dressed up. You going somewhere?" I said while sitting myself on top of Bills lap.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his head on my shoulder.

"I gotta head down to the recording studio in an hour, so you came at a decent time." He chuckled.

"Can I come?" I said while kissing his head.

"I was just about to ask." He smiled.

I looked at him and smirked.

"We still have about an hour, so we should occupy ourselves." I said while repositioning myself, now straddling him.

I saw his face turn bright red, but then a smug look was plastered on his face.

He kissed my neck and I giggled.

"We might be late." He said while putting his hands under my shirt.
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