||Why do you always stare?|| -Bill Kaulitz x fem reader.

Ch.22 💋

The award ceremony started, and Bill sat next to me. While the hosts where greeting everyone and introducing the awards that we're going to be given, I felt Bill put his hand on my thigh under the table.

I stiffened. He noticed.

"Is something wrong?" He whispered.

"No?" I blankly replied. He shrugged, then looked back at the hosts.

About an hour had past, and they were about to begin handing out awards.

After handing out 10 minor music awards to a few artists, the hosts spoke up again.

"And now, we will be announcing the #1 most nominated European band of 2008." The women behind the microphone said with a large smile.

Then, the same girl that kissed Bills cheek an hour prior came out onto the large stage with a dark black envelope.

She stood there with her hand on her hip, and she was smirking at the crowd.

The hosts looked at everyone, then opened the envelope.

"And the winners of the most nominated euro band of 2008, and the Best new artists award goes to... Tokio Hotel!" Both the Hosts shouted into the mic.

Everyone at the table shot up. Me and ada screeched, and everyone hugged each-other. Bill turned to me and gave me the most bone crushing hug.

I kissed his cheek and looked at him.

"I knew you would make it." I said with a huge smile.

He hugged me one last time, and then the band made their way to the stage.
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The girl that kissed Bills cheek earlier handed Tom the award, and hugged each one of the band members.

And then it happened, when she finally got to Bill. She kissed him. Straight on the lips in-front of everyone.

My jaw fell open. Ada was fuming.

"I'll show that bitch who's best friend she's messing with." She said while slightly standing up.

I put an arm to her chest, making her sit back down.

"Y/n what are you doing?! This skank needs to be put down!" She shouted.

I looked back up at the stage.
Bills face drained of all color. He looked at me from the stage, but Georg whispered something in his ear.

Bill slowly made his way to the mic and started thanking everyone who nominated the band.

I felt my eyes water, and my heart felt as if it was punctured.

"Y/n please don't cry." Ada said while rubbing my arm.

"I just...I need a minute." I said while grabbing my bag, and getting out of the booth. I walked out of the hall where the ceremony was being held, and made my way to the bathroom.
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Once I was in the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror.

"Why does nothing ever work out between us." I whispered to myself. I felt a few tears slip, but I quickly wiped them away.

I can't control Bills life, I should've known something like this would've happened. I hid in a stall, and lit a cigarette.

I thought about everything while smoking, and once I was done I flushed the cigg down the toilet and got out of the stall.

I looked at myself in the mirror and straightened up, I put on a fake smile and left the bathroom.
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Once I was back in the the hall where the ceremony was, I walked up to the booth. The band shuffled around and now Bill was towards the middle. Gustav was on the edge, and there was some space next to him.

I sat next to Gustav and he smiled at me, and I smiled back. I looked at Bill, and he was avoiding all eye contact with me, but I didn't look away.

When he finally looked at me, his eyes were laced with guilt. I flashed him a fake smile, then looked back at the hosts that were talking on the stage.

Once the ceremony concluded, everyone started to head out. I walked next to Ada, not caring to be near Bill.

Once we were all outside, Bill finally spoke to me.

"Is something wrong?" He said quietly. I wanted to slap him, but he wasn't the one that kissed her. So I kept my cool.

"No. Everything's great." I replied with an innocent smile. Bill nodded, and moved back near Tom.

Once we were all inside of the limo again, I sat near Ada and stayed in silence the whole ride. Bill kept looking at me with sad eyes, but I avoided his gaze.

Once we were back at the hotel that the band was staying at, Tom spoke up.

"So, there's an after party at another club. Everyone going?" Everyone nodded, but I stood still.

"Y/n?" Georg asked while looking at me. I stared at them.

"I think I'm gonna sit this one out. Thanks though, and thank you for inviting me and Ada to the ceremony." I replied while clutching my bag.

Ada looked at me with sadness, and I started to head head out of the lobby. Bill tried to follow, but Tom stopped him.

I left not knowing where I was going, but I walked. I walked until I ended up at an old park that was surrounded by dark trees.

I sat down on a bench, and hugged myself due to the cold air that was surrounding me. I felt my eyes water, and just let all my feelings out.

After about an hour of sobbing, I went through 3 cigarettes, and I was tired of everything.

I got a cab back to me and Ada's hotel, and just sat in my sadness for the rest of night.

Once I was back in the room, I took off all the stuff that Bill got me and placed it back into the gift box.

It was about 2 am, and I was just sobbing in the hotel bed, and then I got a call. I hesitantly picked up my phone and answered.

"Hello..?" I quietly said.

"Y/n, it's Bill."
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