||Why do you always stare?|| -Bill Kaulitz x fem reader.

Ch. 23 💋

"Y/n, it's Bill."

I stayed silent.

"Hello?" I heard him say once again.

"Aren't you out right now? Why are you calling me." I blankly replied.

"I wanted to talk to you about what happened on stage." He stated.

I huffed.

"Bill there's not much to talk about. We aren't together anymore, so we should just put it behind us." I said tiredly.

"What? Y/n no. I'm not just putting this past us, and I went off on her in the nightclub not long ago. She's always been weird towards me and Tom. Look I'm not talking about this through a phone, Ada told me where you guys are staying." He replied.

Then the call ended. I groaned and pushed my face into my pillow.
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About 20 minutes had passed, and I heard a soft knock at the door. I didn't want to get up. Then I heard it again, but I remained in the hotel bed not moving.

Then the door opened. I shot up and stared at Bill.

"How'd you open the door? It was locked.." I said while trying to calm myself down.

"Ada gave me her key. She's staying with Tom." He replied while closing the door behind him.

I didn't want to seem like a bitch, so I got out from under the covers and stood up. Bill walked over to me and hugged me.

I hugged back and laid my head on his chest. I was actually really happy to see Bill, if he didn't come here I probably wouldn't have brought up the situation again.

Then I heard a sniffle.

I pulled away with concern, and looked at Bill.

"Why are you crying?!" I said slightly panicking. He didn't speak. I held his face and forced him to look at me.

"I'm sorry." He quietly said. I frowned.

"Bill, you didn't kiss her. You don't really have anything to apologize for." I replied while sitting him down on the bed.

"I could've pushed her away, and I didn't even have the courage to say anything to you after. I was just so scared, and I was positive that whatever we had would end again just because I was being an idiot." He said now sobbing.

I held him, and he sobbed into my shirt, basically soaking it in his tears. I lightly rubbed his back, and he just clung to me.

It was kind of nice seeing this side of Bill, it wasn't nice to see him cry, but it was nice to see him genuinely care.

"Can you forgive me?" He silently asked while sniffling.

I smiled to myself and kissed his head.

"Of course Bill, but you definitely could've been smarter about to situation." I said jokingly with a smile.

He looked at me, and my eyes widened. I tried to hold back my laugh, and Bills face scrunched up with confusion.

"What..?" He questioned.

"You're makeup." I said trying not to crack. My face was red, but I wasn't going to ruin this moment.

Bill rolled his eyes, and stood up and walked into the bathroom.

Once he left, I turned my head and laughed into the covers behind me.
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Once Bill was out of the bathroom, I couldn't help but stare. With all honesty, he looked hot without his makeup.

I smiled to myself and reached for my phone to text Ada. Then I heard him speak up.

"Are you busy with anything right now?" He asked while looking at me.

I rolled my eyes.
"Yes I'm insanely busy at 3:10 am."

He laughed.
"I wanna show you something." He replied innocently.

I raised a brow.

"Just trust me, you'll love it." He said while now walking over to me.

I shrugged, and grabbed an oversized sweater throwing it on myself.

He smiled, then wrapped an arm around my waist. We walked out of the hotel, then straight to his car.
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About 10 minutes had passed, and I was still confused on where we were going.

"If I get kidnapped or murdered, I'm gonna haunt you for the rest of your life." I said while staring at Bill.

He chuckled then looked at me.
"You're not gonna get kidnapped or murdered, I've been planning this for a little bit." He said while now looking back at the road.

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Planning?" I questioned. He innocently shrugged.

I rolled my eyes, then rolled down the window lighting a cigarette.

After inhaling a few times, I turned and put it in Bills mouth. He smirked then inhaled.

"You know me so well." He said while blowing the smoke out.

"Ya ya." I replied sarcastically, while taking the cigarette back.

a few minutes had passed, and I looked at Bill.
"Where'd you and Tom know the girl from?" I asked.

His face scrunched uncomfortably.

"Uh, well she used to kind of have a thing with Tom. When he moved on she moved on to me, but I never liked her." He replied while still looking at the road ahead of him.

I nodded, then Inhaled from my cigarette again.

"I'm glad that you don't like her." I said while giggling.

"No one does, and id never chose that tramp over you." He said while now looking at me with a smirk.

I felt my face heat up, then I looked away. Bill put his hand on my thigh, which made my face turn a dark shade of red.

I put my hand on top of his and smiled to myself.
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