It's been about 4 months since Bill left. Unfortunately my words became reality, even though we said we'd keep contact, it didn't happen.
He never replied to my messages, he never called me, I sent voice mails, but nothing. I still haven't opened his letter to this day.
My depression soon turned into anger. I tried to convince myself that I didn't care, but I did. I cared so deeply about him, and I was still in love.
While Bill was gone, I decided to focus on myself. I dyed my hair platinum blonde (or whatever color u want), I pierced my nose, I found a new sense of style, and I definitely developed more of a body.
Me and Ada were currently on break because our schools power completely shut down, so we've been spending everyday together. ——————————————————————————
*bzzz bzzz bzzz*
I looked down at my phone and saw Ada was calling me.
"Ja?" I answered.
"Omg n/n, I have the best news. I'm coming over right now! Before you say anything, start packing a suitcase, ASAP!" She shouted excitedly.
Before I could reply, she ended the call. Strange?
I shrugged, and walked over to my closet, pulling out my suitcase. Ada never had a bad idea, so I never questioned her when she brought something up.
About 25 minutes later, ada barged into my room.
I screeched in fear, completely forgetting that Ada was coming.
"Jesus you scared me!" I said while setting my stuff down. Ada hugged me and spun me around.
I giggled and hugged back.
"What are you so happy about?" I asked while pulling away and putting my hands on my hips.
"I got us a 2 week trip to London! My mom completely payed for it because she's good friends with this guy who owns one of the nicest hotels there, and he also hooked us up with plane tickets!" She screeched while shaking my shoulders.
I grinned. "That's so rad! I've always wanted to go to London!"I said while hugging her and swinging her lightly.
"And get this, we're gonna go see Tokio hotel. This is your chance to show Bill that your better off without him and it's his loss, so are you in?" She asked impatiently.
I hesitated hearing the words Tokio hotel. I froze.
"Cmon Y/n! Please!" She said while pouting at me.
Is this my chance? Is this my chance to see Bill again and prove that I don't need him?
I looked at her. "I'm in." I replied with a smirk.
She hugged me once again, then helped me pack.
"Concerts the same night that we land though! So you better pick the most cunt outfit you can find. We leave tomorrow morning, so let's hustle!" Ada said excitedly.
I nodded and finished packing. ——————————————————————————
Once we finished packing, my room was a mess. I agreed to sleepover at Ada's to make travel easier, we couldn't risk being late.
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After packing, I looked down at my suitcase nodding to myself trying to check off everything that I needed to pack.
Once I zipped up my suitcase, I turned around and walked to my nightstand reaching for my phone and it's charger. Before grabbing my phone, I saw bills letter and ring still sitting on top of my nightstand.
The letter had a light layer of dust on it, indicating that I've been ignoring it for the last few months.
I sighed to myself and picked up the ring, holding it in my palm.
I turned around and faced Ada. "Would it be Petty if i wore the ring to the concert?" I asked with a raised brow, holding up the ring.
Ada shrugged.
"Yolo." She replied, then looked back down at her phone.
I put the ring in my pocket, and started gathering my stuff.
"Ready to go?" Ada asked while standing up and grabbing her purse.
"Yup." I replied. I've never had such a big pit in my stomach as I do now. Am I actually going to see Bill and the band?
I shook off the thought, and grabbed my stuff.
"I already told your mom and she talked things over with mine. So we're all good." Ada said with a smile while walking downstairs.
What would I do without this girl?
Once I was at the bottom of the stairs, I set my stuff down and gave my mom the biggest hug.
"Thanks so much for letting me go mommy." I said while still hugging her.
"Of course sweetheart, I figured that this trip would be good for you and Ada! I put some money on your card so you can have some fun there." My mom said while pulling away from the hug and kissing me on the cheek.
I smiled brightly.
"Again thank you so much mom, I'm gonna miss you." I said while giving her one last hug.
She giggled.
"I hope you have fun, and be safe and responsible! Call me every night and send me pictures. You two girls should get going, you have a big day tomorrow!" My mom said while playfully shooing us.
I giggled and grabbed my stuff. I blew my mom a kiss before heading out the door, she followed and watched us get into the car.
Before driving away, I saw my mom waving and I rolled down the window.
"We love you!" Me and Ada shouted at my mom while waving back.
After that, we drove all the way to Ada's, prepping for the big day that awaits.
"I still can't believe I'm gonna see Bill." I said while looking out the window.
Ada furrowed her eyes brows.
"It's a good thing n/n, you're gonna show him what he's missing." She giggled.
I shrugged, and then we pulled into her driveway. ——————————————————————————
