part 5~ dark secrets

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*Ales pov*

Chris came with me to Laurens house and it was sourt of a quiet walk. I never knew that Chris loved me. I mean, who would like a girl like me I'm fucked up and have ugly scars on my wrist. I am not pretty nor perfect but I'm not fake either. I was afraid of being forgotten and being noticed in a bad way but my worst fear is loosing another person I most loved for example Chris. He is my first love I have never been kissed in 19 years. Not even my parents gave me a goodnight kiss. I didn't know what to do if I loose a person I most love and cared for. I don't know if Chris will show me how to love or be myself again. Will he help me see the real me or will he just let go of me and be like the others... The others are like beautiful creatures with ugly demons. I'm a ugly creature with a nightmare demon.

*Chris pov*

Ales was so quiet and was walking fast. I wondered if I bothered her or something. She probably doesn't like me. I'm probably not enough to her.
"Ales are you okay with me coming with you?"
"Yeah. Why ask that?"
"You dont look okay to me"
"I'm fine just thinking of something"
"What are you thinking of?"
"Is it okay if you feel lost and not loved?"
"No. Ales I love you and probably your parents do too even your friends. Your not alone and I sometimes feel lost too. Yeah I know I'm in a band and have lots of fans. But I still have feelings and strong ones. I even sometimes feel like my demons are taking over me"
"My parents. They don't... Like me"
"Where are they now?"
"Gone far away. That's what the letter said"
I saw Ales full of tears and I pulled her close to me and hugged her. She yelp in pain.
"Whats wrong"
She handed me her wrist and looked away. I pulled it up. Slowly and carefully. I was shocked of what I saw.

*Read more to find out what happened! Hope you guys enjoy bye*

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