Part 22- Apart

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Ricky's pov

I really hate seeing Chris like this. Me and him are really close friends well I guess and we don't keep secrets from each other. Its not like I love him I just like him as a big brother.
"Chris, Ales will come back don't worry about her right now"
He looked at me with puffy red eyes. I let out a sigh and pulls him into a hug. Tho he didn't hug back. Instead he pulled away and got up. I looked up at him and he was looking out the window.
"She come right now!"
I said shouting at him getting a bit annoyed.
"Shut up! You never know okay"
I got up and stormed off. I went downstairs and went outside to calm myself down. Even though it was pretty hard. Chris really loves Ales but I mean he got jealous and didn't even let her explain the stuff. She tried to explain it to all of us and the only one that believed her was Ghost instead of Chris. Devin knows a lot about true love.

I put my ear buds on and put the music up to maximum volume, ignoring what was going around me. I checked on the time and it was 1:15. I will have to get back home in about 30 minutes.

I started wondering around keeping track where I was going. I then passed to Starbucks and bought myself something while I walked like I dunno probably a mile or somewhere close to a mile.
"Ricky?"
I heard a familiar voice say.
"Yeah?"
I said taking one let sip of my drink and looked back up to see my other close friend Kuza.
"Hey Mike what's up!?"
I said while he wrapped an arm over my neck.
"Not much what about you?"
"Lots is going on right now"
He chuckled slapping the back of my head.
"Ow!"
I said rubbing the back of my neck.
"Everyhing goes bad for you almost everyday"
He said laughing. I nodded feeling ashamed of myself.
"C'mon wanna tell me what's up?"
"Ehhhh maybe I dunno to be honest sorry"
He let out a sigh and smiled making me feel a bit better and less worried about Chris and Ales.

Ales pov

I was literally half way asleep during the plan ride. We were heading back to New York where my father doesn't want me to be because he doesn't like me suffering of too many memories or past.
"Als are you awake?"
I heard Lauren say and I instantly sat up straight.
"Yes"
She chuckled.
"What time is it?"
"I dunno you check I feel to lazy to grab my IPod"
I said shrugging and she shook her head and slowly grabbed her phone.
"1:45"
She said showing me her phone seeing her wallpaper which is Ryan. She really loved him and he loved her. I want to tell her about it but I dunno if it's the right time.
"Lauren you know that Ryan never did anything and he really loved you"
She let out a sigh looking back down.
"Yeah... I guess"
"Then why did you want to move?"
"Forget it I don't want to talk about it"
She said her eyes getting red cause of the tears.
"Okay ... Sorry"
"It's fine let's just not talk about love"
I smiled and she smiled back.

*2 hours past*

I felt really sleepy my eyes getting heavier. But I tried my best to stay awake so Lauren would a bit of company even though we barely are talking.
"Are you sleepy, Ales?"
I shook my head not wanting to tell the truth.
"Yes you are you can tell you are yawning a lot and you slowly close your eyes"
I shrugged and showed an akward smile across my face causing her to laugh. Other people in the plan are either sleeping or reading or just on there phones while me and Lauren are trying to talk.
"Okay fine I'm sleepy it's like 3:00 almost 4:00"
"Shut up and sleep already"
I rolled my eyes and put on some music and put them on my ear buds. This is how I forget about all my worries and not really have bad dreams. I gently closed my eyes ignoring all the background stuff and tried to get some sleep which apparently I did.

Laurens pov
(Short pov!)

While Ales was sleeping I was just thinking of Ryan and me. No matter how hard I try to forget it just won't work. But I will forget one day. Will I have to forget or else how am I ever going to rest peacefully and enjoy at least 50% of my life. Then I'll just enjoy 10% of my stupid life just cause of my stupid past. The most painful things are the past for me and what stays with you or goes with you. It's like haunting you down till you finally give in death and give up life. Life is a big lie while death is like a scary truth. Death is death and life is well it depends. I just wanted to go back with Ryan but how. Imma just stay with Ales for a while till I'm ready to go meet Ryan again and apologize if I can.

*ENJOY guys I really am a bit slept but ibhave to finish 6 more problems in my home work and I'm done! Thank god (I'm sorry for those who don't be live in God but don't judge by beliefs cuz it really doesn't matter) bye*

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