Part 23- Trying to forget

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Chris pov

I haven't gotten a call or a text from Ales. I texted her sorry but she never responded back.
"Can I come in?"
I heard someone from outside the door.
"Sure"
I said and saw Ghost there.
"Hey..."
He said smiling and I smiled back but small.
"You miss her already don't you?"
I nodded and then looked up at the ceiling so the tears will not fall.
"Chris. What you did was wrong. Also I'm sorry that Ales left you. If I were in her place I would've giving you another chance but she didn't want to which was a bit strange. But she probably still loves you, you know that right?"
He said rubbing my back and then I looked back at him.
"No... She hates me Devin she fucking hates me! She won't even call or text back"
I said already crying again.
"I know it's painful Chris but-"
I cut him off and got up.
"No! You don't know! You never got dumped"
"Chris listen I-"
I got mad and so I bit my lips and punched the wall cracking it a little.
"Fuck it! LOVE IS DEAD!"
I said and Ghost landed a hand on my shoulder but I pushed him back.
"CHRIS! I HAVE BEEN DUMPED STUPID I JUST NEVER TOLD YOU I WAS... I was scared and hopeless"
He said his voice getting weaker. That prevent me from getting mad and the tears falling. I got suprised of what he said.
"Jax... His name... It's Jax. My first boyfriend and yes I was gay before. I'm sorry I never told you"
"No I'm sorry I got mad for no reason. I'm just fucked up right now"
He let out a sigh and sat back down on the bed.
"Thats cause you know you did the wrong thing. Deep inside you, your broken, hopeless, lonely, just fucked up. That's love Chris. Love does hurt and really bad but you can always fix it especially with a girl like Ales"
Ghost pulled me into a hug.
"Go ahead don't give up... Just try"
He said whispering in my ear and left. I thought for a sec of what he ment. Then I decided to keep on trying. I did everything I could to get Ales back but she just wouldn't pick up. No, I'm not giving up yet. Its too early.

Ales pov

I woke up to hear my ringtone City lights by Motionless in white. I seriously need to change my ringtone.

I checked want I missed and I saw 21 miss calls, 32 text messages I haven't read or replied to, and 4 Skype requests. I checked who it was and I saw it read Chris. He kept on sending me messages but I ignored them all. I decided to put my IPod in silence and ignore Chris. Wow, he is now regretting his mistakes. That's smart of him. Just kidding that's idiot of him. Just now he realized his mistakes!? What a stupid fucker! (God I hate writing this to Chris! Oh well) I lturned to my left to see sleepy Lauren. I'm on the right since I fear flights. Just like Chris. What am I thinking!? I have to get him off my head I have to shut him off! But how? This will be hard to accomplish but I have go erase him from my head.
"Lauren?"
I whispered and all Lauren did was turn her head facing the window. I looked out the window then my stomach felt like it was going to drop and then I got light headed. I checked the time on my IPod and it is 7:51. Since when did Chris start texting me!? I closed my eyes and trid to get some rest. Though I just tried. But I couldn't for some reason. I guess I really stilll do love Chris. But soon I'll forget about him. I swear I will.

Ricky's pov

I was sleeping on Mikeys bed. Yeah I call him Mikey not Mike or Michael. I like mikey better. I felt someone get on top of me and I groaned.
"Get off"
I said all sleepy and lazy.
"Stupid it's me"
I heard Kuza say chuckling.
"Oh well I'm sleepy"
He smiled and lay right next to me.
"Okay mr. Olson go to sleep then I'm sleeping here with you"
I smiled and he wrapped his arms around me making me feel a bit more warmer.
"Hey get off. I like Matt better!"
I said and he laughed.
"I know you do. Anyways he is coming today if you want I can leave you two alone... Together"
Kids said smirking and getting off the bed.
"Where you going?"
I said and he raised an eyebrow.
"He is coming right now dumb ass"
I got shocked and quickly got up.
I heard a knock on the door and I ran downstsir and opened the door to see cute Matt there.
"Hey Rick!"
He said hugging me.
"Matt!"
I said back and saw Kuza leaving.
"How was life so far cute Raccoon"
I shrugged and he smiled kissing my forehead. Me and him are the same height so he kinda had to get on his toes to do that.
"So your sleepy?"
Matt said and I nodded.
"Yeah I am are you?"
He shook his head I shows him a sad face.
"Fine imma go in bed with you till you fall a sleepy okay?"
I smiled and ran upstairs. He followed me and I jumped on the bed so did he.

*I know you guys don't ship Ricky and Matt but I think they look cute together. (If you don't know who is Matt then search Matt patlan)*

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